Spilling the Seed

She smiles at me

And I see

Milk in her breasts

She smiles at me

And I see

Heat on her breath

She smiles at me

And I see

Sadness and death

My brother's dead

So she said

I am a ****

My brother's dead

So she said

You know my need

My brother's dead

So she said

I need your seed

But then again

Can it end

With smiling eyes

But then again

Can it end

With me inside

But then again

Can it end

Without a lie

I spilled the seed

On her knee

And on the ground

I spilled the seed

On her knee

As we laid down

I spilled the seed

On her knee

And then she frowned

A bittersweet

Memory

Sticks in my soul

A bittersweet

Memory

Won't let me go

A bittersweet

Memory

Is just a hole