There's a Heartache Following Me

Sometimes they ask me if

I'm really happy now

I say sure

I've never loved her anyhow

But inside

I long for you and the way it used to be

I look around and there's a heartache following me

I always say that

I'm really glad you're gone

I even act like

I never cared at all

But your mem'ry lingers on and

I'm never really free

I look around and there's a heartache following me

I pawned my ring and everything that tied me to the past

I say I never loved her never meant for it to last

But I know it's just a game and the loser's always me

I look around and there's a heartache following me