Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of my tears

Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears

My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore

Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore

Come on, tell me

Make this all go away

You make this all go away

I'm down to just one thing

And I'm starting to scare myself

Make this all go away

You make this all go away

I just want something

I just want something I can never have

You always were the one to show me how

Back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now

This thing is slowly taking me apart

Grey would be the color if I had a heart

I just want something I can never have

In this place it seems like such a same

Though it all looks different now,

I know it's still the same

Everywhere I look you're all I see

Just a fading, ******* reminder of who I used to be

I just want something

I just want something I can never have

I just want something I can never have

Think I know what you meant

That night on my bed

Still picking at this scab

I wish you were dead

Your sweat and Perry Ellis

Just stains on my sheets.