Angel In Lothian

When an angel fell somewhere in Lothian

I was only a child but I trust my eyes

She ? cabinet before me

Like I didn't see that

Said “Kid, don't ?”

With a space station rattling above my head

I shot the day

I shot the day

Back then the other door was always open

I come and go, back and forth, everytime I need

I'm needing you more now than ever

As I'm feeling weak

And I'm clawing that door every bad night

But somehow it's barred from the other side

I claw till my skin comes apart

Until I feel something

Now I remembеr that pain in my mother

Being helpless and reckless and far too young

My brother was spiralling down

He said “Kid, it's not me, it's this town”

?

I no longer have solitude behind that door

And I know drugs that can hold it

You gotta hold it yourself

There was an angel fell somewhere in Lothian

She could've fixed all the problems that I cannot fix

But one day I might have kids myself

And hope that I don't **** them up myself, hey