Crash

this morningyou got up early

I was still sleeping

I was exhausted

I was having dreamsthat had blood in themthat had weapons in themwet dreamswet dreams

I woke up cryingyou were gonelast night you kissed me

I pushed you awaymy push made you wanttokiss me again - no

I pushed you awayyou kissed me and kissedmeget off meget off melast night

I got updidn't wash

I was wet with acridsweatsweat that doesn'tsmell like ***smells like anger and fearsmells like anger and fearmy dear!smells like anger and fearmy dear!