Reckless

I don't believe in myself I wish I was somebody else

And clear the slate of all my bad mistakes

If I make it through another day

I'll pour some Jack and celebrate

And numb the pain from the hearts that I've betrayed

And I pray for the day you're coming back

Is the day I'm not at home

I'm a weak and reckless mess,

You should have left me long ago

My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink

Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake

I messed it up from the start

I'm feeling judged and I care too much

This love is tough and I don't deserve your trust

And I pray for the day you're coming back

Is the day I'm not at home

I'm a weak and reckless mess,

You should have left me long ago

My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink

Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake

As soon as I'm awake

Give me your arms hold me till the new morning comes

Let me show you I'll change love you on all of my bad days

And I pray for the day you're coming back

Is the day I'm not at home

I'm a weak and reckless mess,

You should have left me long ago

My heart doesn't skip a beat when I stay up late and drink

Palpitations and I shake as soon as I'm awake

as soon as I'm awake

as soon as I'm awake (I don't believe in myself)

as soon as I'm awake (I wish I was somebody else)

as soon as I'm awake