歌词
21, I'm smoking drinking and chopping songs
21岁 我吸烟喝酒改着不同的曲子
22, I'm grindin I ain't got sh** to lose
22岁 我废寝忘食因我没什么好失去的
23, my jordan year and I'm broke as shit
23岁 在我的'乔丹岁‘我却一无所有
Shooting videos for some local artists and hope it hit
为一些无名小卒拍摄影片 期待着有朝一日靠它成名
24, my shawty pregnant. like what the f***
24岁 女友怀孕了 靠 怎么搞的
I ain't got no money, apartment
身无分文的我无家可归
Its like I'm fu**in stuck
自觉身陷囹圄
25, I put this shit into drive
25岁 我开始与困境背道而驰
Ignoring my mental health
任由心病滋生
I'm focused on dollar signs
一心只为金钱
Cus lil Kota is growing
此时KOTA正竿头日上
I'm focused on bottom line
全神贯注只为转亏为盈
Diapers are expensive. I'm walking without a dime
需要昂贵的尿布可我倾家荡产两手空空
Show up at the show mad early because I'm deadass
演出中的我狂悖无道 只因我已是行尸走肉
4 in the mornin was the time I went to bed at
我常坐以待旦4点入睡
26, the people saying I'm making hits
26岁 人们看到了小有名气的我
27, I'm hustling and I'm gettin rich
27岁 闷头努力的我终于转亏为盈
28, I'm mentally breaking down
28岁 我心病发作满腹愁肠
I'm toxic and I always got toxic women around
不健康的我游走于恶性关系中
But sh** I want better
但是我仍保初心
I'm reading all these books and they inspired me to get up
投心于阅读 阅读使我重整旗鼓
I'm workin on myself, feel like I I'm gettin it together
投资于我自己 渐渐找准了节奏
I told this women, I do not want a love with no effort
我告诉我的女人 爱情里我不容忍坐享其成
But she a bitter hoe and I learned that shit was a set up
可她本不是好人 心知肚明这爱形同傀儡
Picking up the pieces.
拾起残破的心卷土重来
I got this place lookin better
使周遭焕然一新
I don't need the reasons.
我无需任何理由
I chalk it up to the seasons
我将从前种种归咎于时运不济
As long as I'm not repeating these toxic cycles.
只要我不再屡教不改陷入恶性循环
I'm finna get everything I been needing
我终于接近我所梦寐以求
I say it to let it go
只想说放手一搏
Vilifying me in your story, have you forgotten that I got one of my own
你仍喋喋不休中伤我 别忘了我已卷土重来
And if your people knew it then they would look at you low
如果把这些破事告诉你朋友他们必将对你嗤之以鼻
But you ain't gotta worry cus ima tell that sh** slow
别担心 只待我娓娓道来
29, intuitive and I'm hella wise
29岁 我已能度德量力 积攒了足够的智慧
Beach house, town house, lake house. hoe
囊中已有沙滩小屋 市内宅邸 湖边小屋
Every crib got the same d**n couch though
虽然每个住所都摆放着同样的沙发
I just switch up the color to meet the vibe
只用挑选不同色系与周遭氛围搭配
Give my energy to my woman cus shawty fly
将精力放在我的女人上因她如梦似幻
Give my energy to my youngin, cus time flies
将精力放在我的孩子上因为时光飞逝
Give myself love, cus fu** its about time
也学会自爱 只因成功指日可待
Show so much love the haters are outshined
让爱满溢 黑子们也便相形见绌
Internet chatter, they talking about lies
网络喷子们只会信口开河
Wonder how I'm living, my nigg*. I'm outside
想知道我现在如何 老兄 我已飞黄腾达
Saw with those lil hoes on the clout train
就连风流韵事也家喻户晓
But it didn't take you nowhere did it. how you feeling?
经过这些你却一无所获 对吧 感觉如何?
专辑信息
1.Bitter
2.Dear Fear
3.Scapegoat
4.Twenty-Nine
5.Prodigal Son
6.Breathe
7.Shame
8.BOY
9.For Troubled Boys
10.Cherry Beach