歌词
Yeah, I don't wanna talk, stop reaching out
我不想说话，别来烦我
Didn't need you then, don't need you now
当时不需要你，现在也不需要
This ****ing world's tryna beat down
这该死的世界想打倒我
I spill my heart till, I'm bleeding it out
现在我要宣泄不满，直到我完全袒露心声
I rap my truth, never leave it out
我有话直说，从不避讳
I overthink, when I think about
我思虑太多，当我想起
Those who did me wrong, So I write a song
那些伤害我的人，所以我写了这首歌
Cuz you mother****ers gotta see me now, I'm
因为你们这群家伙现在要来见我
Tired of this, I'm just tryna get inspired again
我已经受够了，我想重新振作
All of my demons keep piling in
我的心魔蜂拥而至
Until I can't breath
直到我无法呼吸
They make me believe
他们使我相信
That I'm hurt till I'm spiraling
我已伤痕累累，直到我失控崩溃
I hate the mood that I am in
我厌恶这种情绪
Conceal my pain, I'm hiding it
隐藏痛苦，我在努力隐藏它了
This feeling won't fade, I'm tired of it
可这种感觉不会消失，我已疲惫不堪
Yo why is it, that all my feelings
为什么，我所有的情绪
Always have me stuck on the deep end
总是让我陷入困境
I an not sit around and pretend
我无法坐在那里假装我一切都好
Like I'm alright, when I'm in pieces
当我支离破碎时
Seeing all the people I believed in
看着所有我信任的人都弃我而去
Switch up, so they force me to leave them
他们逼着我离开他们
Now my trust issues keep increasing
现在我的信任问题日益严重
While I'm tryna battle my demons, I
当我试图与心魔抗争时
Wanna quit but that just isn't me
我想放弃，但那就不是我了
I put a decade in this
我已对抗十年
I've mastered my self belief
我已掌握自我信念
But one thing that I can't fix
但仍有一事我无能为力
Are the burdens my life bring
是生活带来的负担吗
They suffocate me and it's
他们让我窒息
Dragging my soul underneath
我的灵魂被拖入深渊
Wish I could breathe
希望我还能呼吸
People aren't who they pretend to be
虚伪的人们带着面具
So I keep my distance
所以我与他们保持距离
Cuz I'll see thru them eventually
因为我终将看透他们
Fake people calling people fake
虚伪的人在说别人虚伪
That sums up the whole industry
这真是概括了整个行业
I see them as enemies
我视他们为敌人
I got reals one who stick with me, but
我有在我艰难时刻陪着我的知己，但是
I'm trapped in my thoughts
我被自己的思想禁锢
I have felt so lost
我深感迷惘无助
Why can't I get out
为什么我无法逃离
Cuz I just can not escape, ooo
我无法逃离
Cuz I just can not escape, ooo, I just
我无法逃离，喔，我只是
Waking up feeling empty and stuck
一觉醒来感到空虚困顿
It's depressing it sucks, I'm not tryna give up
这绝望又糟糕的感觉，我不会放弃
But I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
但我无法逃离，是啊，是啊
Yeah I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
是啊我根本无法逃离
Yeah, going to bed
躺在床上
With these thoughts in my head
这些想法又出现在我的脑海里
Make me feel I'm less
让我觉得自己一无是处
Like I'm better off dead
就好像生不如死
Cuz I can not escape this, yeah yeah
因为我无法逃离这些情绪，是啊，是啊
Yeah I can not escape this, yeah yeah
是啊我根本无法逃离
Yeah, I'm surprise that I don't drink
我很惊讶我不喝酒
Maybe that'll numb my pain
也许酒精会麻痹我的痛苦
At night when I can't sleep
在我夜不能寐时
These thoughts scatter my brain
这些想法使我心烦意乱
And make me start to think
我开始回想
About times that I've wasted
那些我浪费的时间
Chasing, people I grieved
浪费时间去追逐那些令我心痛的人
I need a reset, hate feeling depressed
我需要一次重来的机会，我讨厌这压抑的感觉
Deflect, every single issue and
逃避，逃避每一个问题
Regret, reject any help you offer
后悔，后悔拒绝你们的任何帮助
I'll eject, and isolate myself
我会主动避让，孤立自己
Cuz either way I swear these next
因为不管怎样，我发誓
Chapters in my life, I won't let nobody in
不会让任何人进入我的余生
But I know I'm a **** that up cuz isn't it obvious
我知道我是个混蛋，这很明显不是吗
I always break my self promises, the problem is
我总是违背自己的承诺，问题是
I'll commit to everybody else before jonathon, damn
我会在那个理性的自己出现前向所有人承诺，该死的
My demons keep me cornered
我的心魔让我走投无路
They taunt me til I'm tortured
他们嘲笑我，直到我深受折磨
Happy sad, in that order
快乐，悲伤，依此排序
I may have a disorder
我可能有精神障碍
Carry weight on my shoulders
肩负重任
My heart is Growing colder, my dad is never sober
我的心却逐渐冷若冰霜，我爸爸从不清醒
That's why I don't go over - I
这就是我无法好起来的原因
Sound over the top, in every record I drop
我的每一张唱片都听起来夸张又难懂
Live my life we can swap
来交换人生，经历我所经历的一切
Some say that I'm blessed
有人说我很幸运
When really I'm not
不我真的没有
I got everything but can't enjoy anything I got cuz
我拥有一切，却无心享受这一切，因为
I'm trapped in my thoughts
我被自己的思想禁锢
I have felt so lost
我深感迷惘无助
Why can't I get out
为什么我无法逃离
Cuz I just can not escape, ooo
我无法逃离
Cuz I just can not escape, ooo, I just
我无法逃离，喔，我只是
Waking up feeling empty and stuck
一觉醒来感到空虚困顿
It's depressing it sucks, I'm not tryna give up
这绝望又糟糕的感觉，我不会放弃
But I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
但我无法逃离，是啊，是啊
Yeah I can not escape this, yeah, yeah
是啊我根本无法逃离
Yeah, going to bed
躺在床上
With these thoughts in my head
这些想法又出现在我的脑海里
Make me feel I'm less
让我觉得自己一无是处
Like I'm better off dead
我生不如死
Cuz I can not escape this, yeah yeah
因为我无法逃离这些情绪，是啊，是啊
Yeah I can not escape this, yeah yeah
是啊我根本无法逃离
I can't escape the pain inside my heart
我无法逃离内心的痛苦
No I can't escape, no I can't escape
我逃不掉，我逃不掉
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