歌词
Ohh~!
哦~！
This is my life...This is my life
这是我的生活…这是我的生活…
Yo...
哟…
I always knew I was different even back at six
在我六岁时我便知道我与众不同
They tied me to a pole with a rope and wrapped my wrists
他们将我绑在杆子上，再把我的手腕捆住
They punched me and kicked me and slapped me with sticks
他们打我踹我，还用棍子抽我
In the ribs and the kids called my daddy a *****
肋骨，说我爸爸是个婊·子
Said my father's a faggot, it aggravated my dealings
说我爸爸是个基·佬，这加重了我的决心
I didn't know no better but knew I hated the feelin
我不知道，也好不到哪里去，但我知道我讨厌这种感觉
From laughin at me whenever they would crack jokes
在我去小店买包烟的时候
On my way to the store to get a pack of smokes
从无时不刻嘲笑我的笑声中
For my nana, Benson and Hedges 100 with a note from my grandmother
买给我奶奶，只因她留了张字条给我
It's somethin she suffers from arthritis
她遭受着关节炎的折磨
Hands stuck together, drop down elbows
双手缠在一起，弯腰驼背
It looked like baseball, she called marshmellows
看上去像橄榄球，她说像棉花糖
I could see the silho-uettes of the past, hello
我能看见过去的倩影，哈喽
The days back when I had those rain tap windows
雨滴敲打着窗，将我思绪拉回
To peer through and just look at the world
去透过窗，看向世界
I was just a boy, I never knew what would occur
我只是一个小男孩，我从不知道会发生什么
Blur ahead to myself as a half-dead fiend
我像个半死不活的恶魔一样昏沉地向前走
****ed up in my head from what happened between
脑中一片混乱，回忆不起发生了什么
With my body on the floor I'm asleep from beans
我的身体躺在地板上，不知何时睡着了
My life flashed before me, I peeped the scenes
我的生活从我眼前闪过，我窥视了那些场景
Yeah, the ghosts talk to me in my head
耶，那些幽灵在我脑海中说着
They said I'm already dead
它们说我早已死去
And I had so much blood to be shed
而且我还有很多血要流
But I can't spill it no more
但我再也流不出一滴
And I have died a thousand deaths
我已经死了一千次了
On the ground so out of breath
躺在地上，没了呼吸
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps
耶，我已经走下了飞机的楼梯
But you can't kill me no more
但你再也不能杀死我
Yeah...
耶…
It's a chain, we all grew up with the same dreams
那是一根锁链，我们揣着同样的梦想长大
But hit the potholes in the street and became fiends
却在街道上大开杀戒，变成恶魔
Got in fist fights every night with the same team
每夜和同样的一帮人去斗殴
Right around the time that Jay the Wood came clean
就在的Jay和Wood洗清罪名的时候
I was hurt from my broken home and goin crazy
我从我破碎的家庭受到的伤害已太多，几近疯狂
Rollin up coke in bones and so I maybe
卷一根，可能我
One these troubled youth in this modern day America
是如今美国的问题青年的其中之一
Thank God I'm still alive, I gotta say it's Erykah
感谢上帝让我还活着，我要说这全靠Erykah
Who was always by my side, that's why I love her forever
她总是站在我这边，所以我永远爱她
She knows my whole pain and all the stormy weather
她知道我所有的苦痛，还有所有的阴郁
That I been through, what I overcame and what it meant too
我所经历的，我所克服的，以及它们的意义
Other people looked at me like a freak with a pencil
其他人看我就像是一个拿着铅笔的神经病
I got enough rage for every page in my books
我已积存足够愤怒，可填满书中的每一页
What I done - I should be in a cage with the crooks
我所做的 - 我应该与恶棍们关在一起
But I'm not, barely by the skin of my teeth
但我不会，仅靠这三寸不烂之舌
Maybe there's a reason, time for me to finish this beef
也许有原因，有时间让我写完这段歌词
Yeah, the ghosts talk to me in my head
耶，那些幽灵在我脑海中说着
They said I'm already dead
它们说我早已死去
And I had so much blood to be shed
而且我还有很多血要流
But I can't spill it no more
但我再也流不出一滴
And I have died a thousand deaths
我已经死了一千次了
On the ground so out of breath
躺在地上，没了呼吸
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps
耶，我已经走下了飞机的楼梯
But you can't kill me no more
但你再也不能杀死我
It's the dawn of a new day and I've been given a platform
新一天的黎明已到来，我已有了一个平台
All the moments in my life, I got a rap for 'em
我生命中的那些时刻，我要用说唱演绎
I gotta tell my story, bring it back for 'em
我要说出我的故事，回到过去的那些时光
Either that or I could slip away in the cracks gone
否则它们就会从间隙中流走
You think I'd let it happen? Well that's wrong
你觉得我会让它发生？错了
Who would've ever thought I would be saved by a rap song?
谁会想到我会被一首说唱歌曲拯救呢？
I gotta capitalize, cause I'm rappin with guys
我要慢慢积累，因为我与伙计们一起说唱
That I idolized as a kid, I'm revitalized
是那些我小时候崇拜过的偶像，我已重生
Always looked at life through a writer's eyes
总是从作家的眼中看待生活
I learned this **** is hard, really man you either fight or die
我学到了生活艰辛，真的，哥们，你要么奋斗要么死
So I'm a stand up and fight that fight
所以我站起来，奋起抗争
I'm goin home broken bone and bloody tonight
今晚我带着打折的骨头，流着血回家
You ************s ever look and study your life
这么这群混·蛋可曾从你们的生命中看到学到什么
And see how fade and greyed they've made whatever you like?
可曾看见他们如何将你喜爱的东西弄得褪去消失？
Cause I can feel it in my ****in gut when I write
只因我在写歌词的时候能感觉怒火中烧
This pain is sweet, I needed to be cut with this knife
疼痛感如此甜蜜，但我需要用刀将其割断
Yeah, the ghosts talk to me in my head
耶，那些幽灵在我脑海中说着
They said I'm already dead
它们说我早已死去
And I had so much blood to be shed
而且我还有很多血要流
But I can't spill it no more
但我再也流不出一滴
And I have died a thousand deaths
我已经死了一千次了
On the ground so out of breath
躺在地上，没了呼吸
Yeah I've been down that flight of steps
耶，我已经走下了飞机的楼梯
But you can't kill me no more
但你再也不能杀死我
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