Clouds

Sik World

歌词

Yeah

yeah

I stare at the clouds when I'm feelin' down

当我心情不好的时候，我就凝望着云朵

Reflecting on life, and noticing how, that

反思自己的生活，并注意到不知道为何

During the silence, all my thoughts get loud

在外界安静的时候，自己内心却很喧嚣

So I block 'em out, wish you was around

我摒除杂念，只希望你在我身边

But I guess life has a way of removing the people who do not deserve you

我想，生活自有一种方式赶走那些不值得的人

And it has a way of you feeling connected to all the same people that hurt you

它还有一种方式，让你感觉和所有伤害你的人联系在了一起

I'll be the first to, say I made mistakes, I know deep down that I am not perfect

我将会是第一个承认自己错误的人，我知道实际上自己并不完美。

Lately I've been isolating myself and diggin deep to rediscover my purpose

最近，我把自己隔离起来，挖掘自己，重塑自己人生的目标

They're just seein' me as an artist, but they don't see the pain I bury underneath the surface

他们只是把我看作一个艺术家，但他们看不到我埋在表面下的痛苦

I know what I feel inside, I, I just don't know how to word it

我清楚我内心的感受，我，我只是不知道如何去表达

We love what hurts us and hope they can change

我们爱着那些伤害我们的东西，并寄希望于他们能自己改变

Until they hurt us, then hurt us again

直到他们一次又一次的伤害我们

Then we start to change, and cause all this pain

我们最终只能改变自己，这就是这些痛苦的缘由

The cycle repeats, and it doesn't break

循环往复，从未停歇

A product of trauma, oh God, what a shame

这些创伤的产物，上帝啊，这真是太遗憾了

How we hurt those who come along the way

我们怎样伤害了那些一路走来的人

Leaving a trail of victims that complain

留下了一路诉苦的受难者

How we're too damaged and can not be saved

我们是如何残缺破碎，以至于不能被拯救

My life ain't where it's supposed to be

我的生活并不在它应该在的轨道上

I'm losin people close to me

我正在逐渐失去我亲近的人

Didn't know cuts were supposed to bleed

不知道伤口会流血

Not a lie that was sold to me

这种谎言骗不了我

And I'm standing by myself (Yeah yeah)

我独自一人

Staring at the clouds

凝望天边云层

I'm feeling hella down (Feeling hella down)

我无比绝望（无比绝望）

Yeah

yeah

Hurt people hurt people, I've been hurt plenty

受害者也会变成加害者，我已经受到太多伤害

Hurt people hurt people, and I've hurt many

受害者也会变成加害者，我也伤害过很多人

It does upset me, knowing some resent me

我知道有些人对我很反感，这确实让我很难过

Life was unsteady, hope they forgive me

生活就是这样起伏不定，希望他们能原谅我

I can't keep spending my life with regret

不能一直在遗憾中度过我的一生

The way I was raised, it ****ed with my head

我成长的方式，把我的脑袋搞得一团糟

That's why I find it so hard to connect

这就是为什么我很难与人相处

Maybe that's why I left every ex

也许这就是为什么我离开了所有的前任

I don't leave hating women so why'd I feel lonely

我并不讨厌女人，那为什么我会感到孤独？

And ignore the fact that they had all their issues

我忽略了她们也有自己的问题

And I self sabotage our future instead of acknowledging everything that I've been through

我破坏了我们的未来，而不是接受我所经历的一切

No, I forgive you, I wasn't perfect, 'cause you brought fame from a past

不，我原谅了你，过去的我并不完美，但过去造就了今天

Mine made me fearful, yours made you hurtful, and that's why we didn't last

自我恐惧，自我伤害，这就是为什么我们没能长久

Some numb the feeling by takin' prescription

有些人通过服药来麻痹这种感受

But I numb the feelin' by just sittin' with them

而我选择和这种感受待在一起来麻木自己

I'm wishin' that there was a way I could rid them

我希望有一种方法可以摆脱它们

'Cause this hitting hard, like a two-car collision

因为这种痛苦的重击就像两车相撞一样剧烈

This isn't me venting or looking for sympathy

这并不是我在发泄或寻求同情

This is me realising I need to commit to me

这是我意识到我需要对自己做出承诺

'Cause if I don't, I'ma keep livin' miserably

因为如果我不这样做，我就会一直痛苦的生活下去

The feelings I'm feelin are crippling and

我现在的感觉很糟糕