歌词
Yeah
耶
Yo
吆
This is not the end, this is not the beginning
这不是开始，也并不是结束
只是个骚乱的声音，试图磨灭摇摆不定的意识
听这掷地有声的暴力节奏
Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision
可话虽这么说，却空口无凭
But you listen to the tone and the violent rhythm
我们挥舞着拳头抗争
And though the words sound steady, something's empty within'em
就像紧握无形之物
我们生活在痛苦和恐惧的摆布之下
We say yeah with fists flying up in the air
直到我们死去，被遗忘，才得以彻底消失
Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there
等待着结局的到来
'Cause we're living at the mercy of the pain and fear
但愿我还有力量奋战
Until we dead it, forget it, let it all disappear
这不是我事先计划好的模样
它根本不受我的控制
Waiting for the end to come
以光速穿梭着
Wishing I had strength to stand
闪回又一次发作（“闪回”是PTSD症状之一）
This is not what I had planned
丢了太多难以言说的东西
It's out of my control
释然太困难
哦，我知道继续前进意味着什么
Flying at the speed of light
我也知道说谎的感受
Thoughts were spinning in my head
我所有想做的，只是想用我的余生，来换取一个新的开始
So many things were left unsaid
紧握不放
It's hard to let you go
坐在空荡的房间
试图将一切创伤遗忘
(Oh) I know what it takes to move on
这并不是意味着要一直坚持下去
(Oh) I know how it feels to lie
我是说我不希望这样
(Oh) All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
我明白继续的深意
(Oh) Holding on to what I haven't got
我知晓谎言的难堪
我不过是想用余生换取新的开始
Sitting in an empty room
紧握不放
Trying to forget the past
呦 呦
This was never meant to last
当大火被扑灭，会剩下满目疮痍
I wish it wasn't so
我本以为这是对的，可并不尽然
受困于风暴之眼
(Oh) I know what it takes to move on
试图弄清楚向前的感觉
(Oh) I know how it feels to lie
我甚至不知道我在说些什么
(Oh) All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
我的嘴巴在动，心却死了
(Oh) Holding on to what I haven't got
所以，收拾好残局，重新开始
现在，结局之前最艰难的那部分已经重演
Yo, yo
哦
What was left when that fire was gone
我所有想做的，只是用我的余生来换取新的开始
I thought it felt right but that right was wrong
紧握不放
All caught up in the eye of the storm
这不仅仅是开始，也从来没有结束
And trying to figure out what it's like moving on
就像掷地有声的话语和骚乱的声音
紧握不放
And I don't even know what kind of things I've said
高举拳头大声说着些什么
My mouth kept moving and my mind went dead so
就像我们设法抓住虚无
Picking up the pieces now where to begin
紧握不放
The hardest part of ending is starting again
(Oh)
All I wanna do is trade this life for something new
Holding on to what I haven't got
(This is not the end, this is not the beginning)
(Just a voice like a riot rocking every revision)
I'm holding on to what I haven't got
(But we say yeah with fists flying up in the air)
(Like we're holding onto something that's invisible there)
Holding on to what I haven't got
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