歌词
Guess you're really gone
你已然离我远去
I've been so fixated
对于失去的所有
On everything I lost
我久久无法释怀
In just one conversation
犹记得在一次交谈中
Where you said life was long
你说生命如同一条无尽头的长河
But mine isn't worth wasting
而我的生命不值得荒废于此
Your mind isn't wrong
你说的没错
Doesn't mean I'm not
我从未想过安于现状
Wishing I could change it
但愿能改变这一切
It's always 10 P.M, layin' in my head
每到晚上十点 思绪便涌上心头
Turning all my thoughts to potential texts
在我脑海中 转化成不切实际的执念
That's the way I get after 2 A.M, and it's 2 A.M
就这样沦陷于此 直至凌晨两点 噢 原来已经两点了
So, how you doing?
你现在过得怎样？
You seem fine and I've been going through it
想必还不错 我也渐渐走出来了
Selfishly, I hope your heart is ruined
自私地讲 希望你的心因我破碎
'Cause somehow, you still love me in my head
说不上为何 在我心间 对你仍存留念
I hate that I imagine
我止不住去猜测
When you get this message, your reaction
当你收到这条讯息 会作何感想
It's late again, well, that's what always happens
我不会再满怀期盼 终会留有遗憾
I know I'd regret everything I'd send
发给你的每字每句 我定会后悔
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
I don't wanna care (Hm-mm)
不愿过于纠结
So, I'm optimistic (Hm-mm)
自嘲还算乐观
Am I not self-aware (Hm-mm)
我难道心里没数吗？
For hoping that you'll miss this?
还在期待着 你心里会留有我的位置
And you say there's a future us
你说会陪我一直走下去
But how can I be certain of what will become?
世事难料 我又怎能预知将来如何呢？
With all your words and actions never sinking up
我能从言行中 感受到你的深情与付出
It's hard to know it's me you're really thinking of
却很难猜透 你心中最在意的人 是否是我
'Cause when it's 10 P.M, layin' in my head
每到晚上十点 思绪便涌上心头
I can hear your voice, words you never said
依稀听见你的声音 说着莫名其妙地话
That's the way I get after 2 A.M, here I go again
就这样沦陷于此 直至凌晨两点 数不清多少次了
So, how you doing?
你现在过得怎样？
You seem fine and I've been going through it
想必还不错 我也渐渐走出来了
Selfishly, I hope your heart is ruined
自私地讲 希望你的心因我破碎
'Cause somehow, you still love me in my head
说不上为何 在我心间 对你仍存留念
I hate that I imagine
我止不住去猜测
When you get this message, your reaction
当你收到这条讯息 会作何感想
It's late again, well, that's what always happens
我不会再满怀期盼 终会留有遗憾
I know I'd regret everything I'd send
发给你的每字每句 我定会后悔
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉
Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉
So, why's it hard to be the bigger person? I'm just hurting
想做一个洒脱的人 为何如此之难 不过是一点点疼痛
I keep tryna justify the way you left and it's not working
一直试图想找到 你执意离开的理由 似乎不会有答案
Don't deserve it, swear to God you're hurting me on purpose
不过是庸人自扰罢了 我对天发誓 你一定是故意而为
And maybe it's my fault 'cause, at your worst, I see the best in you
或许是我的错 在你最迷失的时候 发觉了你最好的那一面
Letting you go piece by piece until there's nothing left to lose
再一步一步 让你离我远去 直至最终我失无可失
It's working, but sometimes I just wanna say in person
一切都结束了 可有时候 我很想亲口问问你
How you doing?
你现在过得怎样？
You seem fine and I've been going through it
想必还不错 我也渐渐走出来了
Selfishly, I hope your heart is ruined
自私地讲 希望你的心因我破碎
Really thought we'd make it in the end
真的好想能和你走到最后
I should just go to bed
我该去好好睡一觉了
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