歌词
I’m still adjusting
我还需要适应
We went from strangers to lovers
从陌生人到爱人的转变
From lovers to haters to nothing
但最后又归于起点
Feels like we rushed in
这一切都过太匆忙
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I ****ing
忍着不去回想我们翻云覆雨的细节
Story’s crazy
像小说里的一样疯狂
I keep on flipping through pages
我不停的翻页回味
I’m breaking my heart to your playlist
对着你的播放列表心碎
We’re skipping through phases
我们进展的太快
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
这对我的大脑来说难以负荷
Guess we'll never know
我们也许永远不会明白
How it came to this
是如何一步步至此
One day I don't even know you exist
之后我甚至会遗忘你曾经存在
The next you insist it was me that you needed
你对我坚称“我是你不可或缺的”
You had me believe it (You had me believe it)
你让我相信了（我真的相信了）
But all that glitters isn’t gold
但闪亮的东西并不都是金子
Know with me you have a hold
你对我的心思有了把握
Played until we had to fold now
一直拉扯到我们不得不认输
The weight of us is taking toll on me
我们之间的种种让我疲惫
I need to know
我实在好奇
How can you go
你是如何在如此短的时间
All over me
从对我倾慕
To all alone
又重新抽身而出
You’re digging me the deepest hole
但最后只有我一人在沉沦
I’m still adjusting
来不及反应
We went from strangers to lovers
便从陌生人到恋人
From lovers to haters to nothing
最后却形同陌路
Feels like we rushed in
一切都进行的太快
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I ****ing
我按耐着自己想要去回忆的心
Stupid is as stupid does
智者不入爱河
Guess we've all been stupid once
但我想我们都是那愚者
Had to focus more on me
多在意我一点吧
Choosing you ain’t choosing peace
选择了你给我带来了许多变数
I go six below I’m digging deep
我逐渐沦陷
Gaining more but losing sleep
在深夜的失眠时刻回忆
Picture perfect just a dream
美的只像一个梦境
But I'm fed up of counting sheep
我受够了无止境的失眠
I go back and then forth
徘徊歧路
Pack up go back to the source
最后回到起点
Sad but a happy divorce
五味杂陈的离别
You don't see me anymore
你不会再看我了
I'm talking literally
就是字面意思
I feel invisible now
我被你忽视了
I feel invisible now
我被你置之不理
I feel invisible ah
你不再注意我了
Maybe I'm kidding myself
也许是在自欺欺人
You told me work on myself
我告诉自己要往前走
No point in killing myself
没必要再去伤害自己
Usually good on my own
独身一人也很不错
Wonder how you would’ve felt
我不知道你是怎么想的
But I'm still healing myself
但我还未痊愈
Sometimes I pick up the phone
有些时候我拿起手机
But put down the pics on the shelf
却再次把我们的照片翻出来
Cos
因为
I’m still adjusting
我还没缓过来
We went from strangers to lovers
从陌生人到枕边爱人的距离
From lovers to haters to nothing
最后重归于零
Feels like we rushed in
这一切太过匆忙
I still suppress flashbacks of you and I ****ing
可我还在回味
Story’s crazy
小说中般的疯狂
I keep on flipping through pages
我不停的翻页
I’m breaking my heart to your playlist
对着你的播放列表暗自神伤
We’re skipping through phases
我们略去了太多部分
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
一切都进展的太快，快到我的大脑无法承受
We went from loving
我们从亲密无间
To no discussion
到相对无言
You got what you needed
你得到了你需要的
You know I'm plugged in
你知道我陷进去了
My energy sucked up
我失魂落魄
I'm playing it down but
尽管表面轻描淡写
I’m tucking this loving
最后把这份爱深埋心底
Because I'm still adjusting
因为我还沉浸在过去
Feels like we rushed in
一切都来不及反应
Too quick for my brain it's emotionally dangerous
一切都太快，可我的脑子里却还都溢满了你
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