歌词
编曲 : TK from 凛として時雨
当我离去
制作人 : TK from 凛として時雨
但愿一切无需思考
When I’m gone
回想着烂墙上的老照片
I hope it takes no thought at all
栩栩如生 满是可爱的梦想
To reminisce at our old photos, stuck to rotted wall
不想让世人知晓强者如何溃于蚁穴
Picturesque, full of lovely dreams
I’d never wanna let ‘em know how the mighty would fall
起初的日子 简单而脆弱
但黑暗的空间吞噬了一切
Days at the start line, simple, fragile, frail
从何时起 我们失去了心跳 颠转了现状？
Somehow the dark room washed out their every detail
When did our hearts lose pulse and tip the scale?
最初的我又是什么鸟样？
年少愚昧 满口理想
Who was I back at the start?
自以为能将无暇珍宝纳入囊中 更臻完善
Young, foolish, idealistic
深深沉沦的生活 曾经美好 如今却扭曲不堪
Thinking I could take what was perfect and “fix it”
本该抗拒 却已和恶魔签字画押
Sinking even lower, life was good, now it’s twisted
Deals with the devil that I should have resisted
观望 等待
良知消逝
Watching, waiting
Conscience fading
诸如希望梦想的浪漫只是一面之词
我被由无数位面构筑的现实击垮
Romance-speak like “hopes and dreams” are just one
Reality is made of many, I’m out-gunned
观望 等待
自我唾弃
Watching, waiting
My self-hating
从未想过会为此感到惊讶
半真半假的事实只是谎言的托词
Never figured why I was surprised to find
Half-truths are an alibi for straight up lies
现在
仿佛身在地下六尺的冥狱歌唱
Now
我心跳动 却没有任何声响
Feels like I’m singing six feet underground
不再有重来的机会
This heart is beating without any sound
也没人能回到最初
There are no second chances for me
在这曾生于此处的废土
Nobody’s likely to come back around
我将栽下种子 在夜幕下离去
Upon the ashes of what once grew here
我是那无人相信的英雄？
I’ll plant a seed and depart by night fall
还是那无可置否的恶徒？
Was I the hero no one believed?
Was I the villain after all?
无垢的时光 已化作遥遥追忆
突如其来的感怀 打乱我的阵脚
Innocent days are in distant hindsight
徒留下的一切 无一与梦想相配
And the imminent nostalgia, it hits and blind-sides me
亦无一能解释当下的失控
What remains couldn’t match the dream
Or explain how it all went so down-stream
观望 等待
良知消逝
Watching, waiting
Conscience fading
比以往任何时候都要孤独
可悲的神明 横陈在城堡中的脏乱地砖
More alone now than ever before
A wretched god of a mess on a dusty castle floor
观望 等待
自我唾弃
Watching, waiting
My self-hating
何其有幸 能追寻憎恶
我将负责从无意义的痛苦中 汲取力量
Good to be the hate-sink, I can take the blame
Collect power from the pointless pain
人们渴望看到本不存在的美丽
在这不存在任何回报的世界里
People wanna see the beauty where there is none
他们畏惧丑恶 他们退缩溃逃
In a world that doesn’t compensate anyone
直视我小子 这事没完
Afraid of ugliness, they back away and run
为求正义
Look at me directly, we’re not done
有时必须战斗
Sometimes to do what’s right
用爪牙
You have got to fight
打破规则 追逐光明
Tooth and nail to
喧嚣难止
Break rules and chase the light
梦乡难入
I can’t stop the noise
能抓到我吗？需要提示吗？
I can’t sleep tonight
Would you catch me here, need a sign?
观望 等待
良知消逝
Watching, waiting
自我唾弃
Conscience fading
深陷孤立
My self-hating
Isolating
褪为灰暗
腐烂殆尽的理想之花 枯朽干涸的花蜜芳香
Shade
那时描绘的理想之国 如今就像 藏进了梦中
朽ちていく 理想の花 乾ききった 蜜の味
还能走多远呢 所谓英雄 已残破不堪
あの頃の ユートピアが 夢隠しに あったみたい
堕入散发辉光的暗处 重获新生
どこまで行けるかな バラバラにされたヒーロー
輝きの暗闇に堕ちながら再生する
跃进 跌落 活着
唯愿性命尚存
Jump, fall, stay alive
跃进 跌落 活着
Just wanna save a live
唯愿性命尚存
Jump, fall, stay alive
Just wanna save a live
跃进 跌落 远远落后
请让我再试一次
Jump, fall, left behind
Just give me one more try
跃进 跌落 远远落后
请让我再试一次
Jump, fall, left behind
Just give me one more try
仿佛每天都在
丧失着人性
Feeling less of a human
日益完善自我 抱歉
Like every day I’ve been losing
此刻命运由我选择
A little more of me, I’m sorry
在最后一刻逃跑
But this beggar is choosin’
于耻辱中求生
To run away at the eleventh hour
于我无所剩
Living in infamy
于我无可惜
There is nothing left here for me
因我想要逃离
There is nothing left dear to me
世界不会更好
Cuz I wanna escape it
除非我决定加倍努力
Nothing gets better until I make
以及三倍加注
The decision to double it down
从不屈服 绝无敌手
And double triple the stakes
无人能挡 道德沦丧
I’m never giving in I’m invincible
败局既定的争斗 用音节
Nobody stand in my way I’m a criminal
波及全城
Unwinnable battles cover the city in
震耳欲聋 打破寂静
Syllables
永远不会 活成别人
In a silence so deafening
Never be ever be anyone else
常怀勇气
人们彼此伤害着 但请延续世间爱与梦想
Brave
仍梦想你会接受我
人が人を傷つけて 愛とか夢 着続けて
未曾完美 支离破碎 痛苦不堪 但希望你展露微笑
Still dreaming you’ll accept me
Imperfect, in shambles, it hurts but I want you to smile
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