歌词
Skin and bones
从肌肤到骨骼
Stomach aches
还有胃也很痛
Lucid dreams hold my breath when I'm wide awake
当我完全醒来时 会做着清醒梦屏住呼吸
Connecticut
康涅狄格州
Dissociate
流离失所
Maybe I should buy a house in a town upstate
也许应该在北部小镇买幢房子
If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of
如果可以，我希望自己功成名就后再苏醒
I'm getting undressed for my lover
我会为我的爱人褪去一切遮掩
And praying she don't hate all my skin like I do
祈祷她不要像我一样厌恶我自己的身体
I'm reading books and drinking coffee
我就这样喝着咖啡看书
Stepping on a scale I keep in the bathroom
踩上放在浴室里的磅秤
The water goes downhill, and still
水流不断向下涌泻
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我挥动无法飞翔的双臂逆流而上
And I don't feel alive, no I don't feel alive
我不觉得自己在真正活着，并没有感受到活力
Telehealth
远程医疗
TV episodes
和电视节目
Swallow seeds, but the fruit never seems to grow
吞下种子，却似乎永远看不到开花结果
Validate
有效许可
What I know
我又明白什么
What I believe in and everywhere I wanna go
关于我的信仰与向往的地方
If I could, I'd wake myself up when I am somebody that I'm proud of
如果可以，我会先成为让自己骄傲的人再令梦醒
I'm paying three different psychologists
聘请了三位不同的心理医生
Trying to remember who I told what story to
试图回忆自己都和谁讲过些什么故事
I'm writing feelings in a journal
我在日记中书写感受
Cause that's what people who have their shit together seem to do
因为大概各种破事堆到一起的人才会这么干
The water goes downhill, and still
水流不断向下涌泻
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我挥动无法飞翔的双臂逆流而上
And I don't feel alive
我不觉得自己在真正活着
No I don't feel alive
不 我感受不到一丝活力
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我试图保持呼吸 可最终只会令水灌满肺部
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
我尽力汲取氧气 而双肺仍然被水湮没
I'm learning how to set my boundaries
我有在学习如何设定自己的界限
How to have compassion for myself and for my mind
如何对本身和产生的想法足够宽容
I'm turning off my ****ing cell phone and trying to have honest conversations in real life
我关掉烦人的手机 尝试在现实生活中获取真诚交流
The water goes downhill, and still
水流不断向下倾泄
I swim against the current with two arms that cannot fly
我挥动无法飞翔的双臂逆流而上
And I don't feel alive
我不觉得自己有真正活着
No I don't feel alive
不 我感受不到一丝生机
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我试图保持呼吸 可最终只会令水灌满肺部
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我尽力汲取氧气 而双肺仍然被水湮没
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my
我试图保持呼吸 可最终只会令水灌满肺部
I keep coming up for air and ending up with water in my lungs
我尽力汲取氧气 而双肺仍然被水湮没
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