No Complaints

I thought I had something

And that's the same as having something

I get mad at nothing

Blame my dad for something

I pull no punches

Then feel bad for months

Mm thought I was raised better

Tried to fake better

Tried to blame weather and escape better

Hope the skin heals where the pain enters

Oh but I finally got sewed up

I set a time then I showed up

And now

The weight of the world ain't so bad

Mm

I saw the end

It looks just like the middle

I got a paper and pen

And a page with no space

I filled the hole in my head

With prescription medication

And forgot how to cry

Who am I to complain

And now the pain's different

It still exists it just escapes different

And evades vision

Makes the rain different

Makes the news boring

And my rage distant

Yes I'm young and living dreams

In love with being noticed

And afraid of being seen

But I can finally eat

And I can fall asleep

It's fine fine fine

I finally got sewed up

I set a time then I showed up

And now

The weight of the world ain't that bad

Well I saw the end

It looks just like the middle

I got a paper and pen

And a page with no space

I filled the hole

In my head with prescription medication

Then forgot how to cry

Who am I who am I to complain

To complain

Oh oh

To complain

I saw the end

It looked just like the middle

I got a paper and pen

But I can't feel the pain

I filled the hole in my head

With prescription medication

Then forgot how to cry

Who am I to complain