Dark

I don’t want to cry in your tee shirt ever again

My anger was a compliment

I like how your brain works

Magical thinkers trying to be friends

Tried to let you forget me

But my celtic cross was heavy

When it hit your ****ing teeth

I’m sorry you felt undermined

Now I’m trying to make a racket

In the back of your mind

I try to wait the night out

Try to keep the light out

We’ve only the moon left to out smart

But we cannot want our way out of the dark

I’ve got agency but imagine me

Laying naked in your into lap

Before a gathering of screaming fans

I’m your guitar mute me gently

With the palm of your hand

So self conscious awareness was the catalyst

I’m scared I close my eyes and picture this

Summer corn a tea tree toothpick

A new song that makes you wanna make music

We try to wait the night out

Try to keep the light out

We’ve only the moon left to out smart

But we cannot want our way out of the dark

I imagine you

Back in the cocoon

I know you miss your mommy

You can change your name

I know you didn’t get to do

Everything you wanted to

You leave your body

Just one more ice cream scoop out of your brain

Pink matter dark matter glass shattered corporate ladder

Cake batter splatter paint patron saint all this pain

We try to wait the night out

Try to keep the light out

We’ve only the moon left to out smart

But we cannot want our way out of the dark