歌词
[Verse 1: Joyner Lucas]
Tell me what do you see when you look in my eyes? (Yeah)
告诉我 当你看着我的眼睛 你看到了什么?
Got a lot on my mind
我脑海里思绪万千
Hopin' I never be goin' out of my mind
希望我永远不会疯掉
Been tryna control when I grow out of my prime
即使全盛时期已过 仍幻想掌控一切
I thought I was ready, it really wasn't my time, I know
我想我做足了思想建设 我的时代的确已经过去
I live in my head
我总是不切实际地幻想
I said I'd be rich and I did what I did
曾扬言要腰缠万贯 说到做到
But I don't do this shit for me, I do this shit for my kids
但这些我没有做给自己 而是做给了孩子
I teach 'em how to go and get it when they ready to leave
我教会他们 当他们准备离家闯荡 该如何奋斗 实现梦想
I'm tired of livin' up in hell when I know heaven is free
当我领略到天堂的自由 便厌倦了这炼狱之苦
And nothin' really more important than protectin' the peace
没有什么比维护和平更重要的了
I wanna teach 'em how to grow up and be better than me
我想告诉他们 如何成长 变得比我更优秀
When I was chasin' all the paper, with no second to breathe
不要像我一样为钱四处奔波 丝毫没有喘息的余地
And I tell myself to never give up and accept no defeat
我告诉自己 永远不要放弃 坦然接受失败
My premonitions already written in definitely
我预感的一切已渐渐成为定局
But I never listen, I know my vision and never could see
但我从不听别人怎么说 我深知自己只会痴人说梦 不切实际
And truthfully, I wasn't even supposed to make it this far (Ayy)
实话实说吧 我甚至从没想过有今天这样的成就
I take it this far
但我确实做到了这些
I know that God got me, I'm thankin' him for (Yeah)
我清楚上帝很懂我 我对他感激涕零
Soon as I get it, then I'll be payin' him for it
等到实现梦想的那天 我会再次为他祈祷
You know you made it when all the haters support (Haters support)
你深知那种顶着所有来自仇人的压力 但终究还是
The haters support (Yeah)
挺过来了的快乐
Joyner been workin' and I ain't takin' no shorts
Joyner一直在努力 我也不能半路放弃
When they tell me be humble, then I'ma take in too far
如果他们让我低声下气 我会努力让他们高攀不起
[Chorus: Joyner Lucas]
Shit, I used to feel like Will, now I'm feelin' like uh
该死的 曾经我满面春风 如今只有无数的心酸
Made mistakes, can't get it right, yeah
走了不少错路 却终究没能柳暗花明
Niggas can't stand me, I'm livin' like ooh
兄弟们不懂我的心 我还不能活得让自己满意
Tryna win the Grammy like killin' my, uh
我想赢一座格莱美 证明给我的对手看
I'm a underdog like Killer Mike, yeah
像极了Killer Mike 无奈退居下风
Took a lot of Ls tryna win the fight, ooh
狂炫几大瓶烈酒 想赢得角逐 出人头地
Got back up, I'm still alright, yeah
爬起来再战 我依旧状态良好
I be alright, I'm still alright, yeah
状态良好 继续稳定发力
[Verse 2: Joyner Lucas]
And I don't really care 'bout nothin' except for keepin' my legacy
我除了自己的财富 什么都不在乎
Hopin' I be livin' long enough to sleep with the enemy
希望活得再久一点 久到日翻对手
Had to take a shot for every nigga tryna get rid of me
对那些不欢迎我的家伙 我只有重拳出击
I should take a look inside of my soul and see what they did to me
我应该好好审视下自己的灵魂 看看他们对我做了什么
I got a fire inside me and it's sleepin' within me
一把火烧毁腐朽的气质 它已在我体内沉睡许久
When I look inside the mirror, all I see is the little me
当我照镜子时 看到的只有渺小的自己
Wishin' I could break out but I hope the evil no hinder me
真希望我可以突出重围 但麻烦恶魔不要挡道
If I overcome it, then I be achievin' the victory, yeah
只要我挺过来了 那成功便指日可待
[Verse 3: Logic]
What you really want? What it really get?
什么是你真心想要的?它能带给你什么?
'Cause I remember livin' my life with a [milly?] face
因为我想起那段有无数美女在身边的日子
So many gears, I thought I had a million ideas
有那么多选择 我想我可以随便搭配
So I had a fire peace and release nonsense
所以我放弃了平静 打开了话匣子
I do it for the art, not the content
我做说唱是为了艺术 而非空洞的内容
All I really wanted was the acceptance
我只想得到越来越多的认可
Now as a man I can vent this
此刻 作为一个男人 我可以尽管宣泄
**** that endless
去他的吧 那无休止的烦恼
Do what you love in this life, don't let hate in your life
在你人生中 做你喜欢的事吧 放下仇恨与偏见
Know they work for a job 'til you eighty
要知道 等你80岁了 他们才得以退休
And look back like, "Damn, I really done gave 'em my life"
回首往事 只会抱怨:"吗的 一辈子都干那个了 我真受够了"
If I save just one life with this verse, then it's worth it
如果我一生的时间都用来写这段verse 那也值得
If this is your future, you need to reverse it
如果这就是你的未来 那你必须想办法改变
Ain't nobody perfect
没有人是完美的
Man, **** all that cake, it ain't worth it
兄弟 不要管那些蝇头小利 它们不值得
Just take what you buried deep down in the dirt and I know that you heard it
只管重拾起那些已然被你深深埋藏的事物 我知道你听到了
The voice from within, not above
那来自内心的声音
So just do what you love
所以尽管做你喜欢的事吧
Ain't no way I could keep it up feelin' this feelin'
除此之外别无他路 我会坚持不懈 享受这段过程
It's creepin' up, tellin' me I will not be enough
不断前行 随时提醒我 我还有进步的空间
No, wasn't bein' me enough
我永远还有前进的余地
I think I see enough of what I don't want in my life
我想人生中我已经看腻了不想看到的那些
Give a damn if it's right, it's the reason I write
如果这才是"真理" 那见鬼吧 这就是我写这首歌的原因
Need a reason to fight 'cause I need it in sight
我需要一个抗争的理由 因为我需要一个目标
With these monsters in sight, it get darker than what I would like
眼前总有恶魔作祟 日子远比我能接受的还要艰难
But I know, I know
但我深知
[Verse 4: Twista]
Ain't nobody you could never know my struggle
没有人知道我有多努力
As a child, goin' through shit way harder to blow than out a bubble
早在孩童时期 经历便十分艰难 比挣脱泡沫还难
And I know lot of trouble before I got to the lyrical ability
在我拥有抒情能力前 我被无数烦恼缠身
The water that was flowin' out a funnel
水不断从漏斗里流出
Had to channel the aggression and depression
只有自我疏导 改掉好斗情绪 排解抑郁
For only a moment when I had to realize rappin' ain't it
就那么一瞬间 我不得不意识到 说唱不是我想的那样
When there wasn't no more money from a record deal
那时我出了唱片 却没有半点收益
I couldn't get another one, so I was about to quit
甚至没钱发歌 所以我只好放弃
Had to get a job
出去找一份工作
Didn't wanna be a slob, even though I would rather be spittin' bars
不想做懒汉 即便我宁愿整天泡在酒吧
Then one day, somebody saw me at work and said, "Twista, why are you in here washin' cars?"
然后有一天 有人看到我在工作 问我:"为什么你在这洗车?"
That hurt my heart
这深深刺痛了我的心
That shit tore me apart
成了压倒我的最后一根稻草
So I prayed up to God
所以我向上帝祈祷
That if I ever got another chance at music, I won't take it granted
如果还有机会做音乐 我绝不会再想当然
I'ma dunk if I get the lot
迷茫时我会喝个烂醉
Rented an AK from Do Or Die
在武器商店租一把AK-47
He said, "Come to the studio, I'll put you on a song"
他说:"来我工作室吧 我可以让你发一首歌"
Start my new gig in the mornin', but I'ma come after
早上开始我新的live 但我必须跟他走
This is my chance to get back on
这是我重拾音乐梦想的机会
Thankful that I was livin' at my brother's house, but it weren't my own
谢天谢地 我可以住在兄弟家 但房子不是我的
So I'ma finna go in
所以我最终选择住进去
I walked in the lab and the beat was by Crackster
走进去里面响起了Crackster的beat
Title of the song was "Po Pimp"
歌曲名字叫Po Pimp
I said, "Ooh, snap"
我说:"啊...沃趣"
I told 'em I'm about to jack
我告诉他们我要开麦了
Spittin' funky like I'm a MAC
衣着时髦 吐了口痰 一副老手模样
I'ma come off so hard on this track
我在这首歌里表现得很好
It's gon' change my condition and change the way people rap
这会改变我凄惨的现况 还会掀起rap新潮
Might be broke as shit and collectin' no dough from tips
或许也会穷困潦倒 得不到半点收入
But be spittin' more game than a mouth full of poker chips
但要多几个选择 这总比满嘴扑克筹码好
And I was glad that the world recognize how dope this is
我很庆幸 这世界竟意识到它有多令人作呕
And the prayer was effective
祈祷终于起了作用
If you stressed and depressed, let this come and soak in your brain
如果你压力缠身 绝望到窒息 就让我的歌词给你洗洗脑
First time that I ever played "Po Pimp" for somebody, I was on the way to work on the train
我第一次给别人唱Po Pimp时 还在去火车上工作的路上
And I didn't quit it 'til the record was droppin'
我没有放弃 得到了唱片发行的那天
But when I did it, I knew it was right
但我选择这条路的时候 就知道我没选错
'Cause through my prayers and my faith and my words, it get darker than what I would like but I know I'm alright
因为通过我的祈祷 信仰 疯狂输出 哪怕日子再艰难 我也会安然无恙
专辑信息
1.Put Me On
2.I'm Ill
3.Waiting On This
4.Broski
5.Fake Promises
6.When I Need Love
7.Cut U Off
8.What's That?
9.Sticks & Stones
10.Best For Me
11.I Didn't Go
12.Three Little Pigs
13.24 hours to live
14.Still Alright
15.Seventeen
16.How Much Do You Love Me?
17.Not Now I'm Busy