歌词
I'm not my best today
今日的我并非最佳状态
And I'd be lying if said, "It's probably a phase"
如果我说“这只是暂时的” 那便是谎言
I was born with a case
我天生带着瑕疵
Of imperfections and a whole lot of mental disarray
伴随着挥之不去的精神错乱
I need to know why I'm Jekyll and Hyde
我得知道为什么自己有双重人格
I wanna know what is up with me
我想探究自己内心的幽暗角落
I need to know why I have these ugly sides
我需要知道 为何自己会有如此丑陋的人格？
I get despicable for sure
毫无疑问 我会变得面目可憎
I'd rather not have it show
只想掩藏这一切
Does that make me unlovable?
难道这让我不可爱了吗？
I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
这些不期而至的负面情绪 总在我毫无察觉时悄然浮现
Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
潜伏于我的潜意识之中
There are parts of me I ghost
我试着与某些内在的自己保持距离
I suppress them for the most
尽可能压抑它们
If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
如果能将这些声音消弭 该是
Something
多么美好的一件事
Keep calm and carry on
处事泰然 继续前行
Wise words to live by, but I'm likely doing it all wrong
这句箴言虽妙 但我似乎总是南辕北辙
I can shine like the sun
我可以像太阳般灿烂
But if I don't get it my way
可若不如我意
Next thing you know, the storm is on
转瞬间 暴风雨便会席卷而来
I need to know why I'm boiling inside
我得知道 为何自己的内心总是焦灼不安
I am the worst of me sometimes
有时我会变成最糟糕的自己
I need to know why I have these ugly sides
我需要知道 为何自己会有如此丑陋的人格？
I get despicable for sure
毫无疑问 我会变得面目可憎
I'd rather not have it show
只想掩饰这一切
I can be cute and lovable
我或许也能变得可爱 让人喜爱
I feel it creeping up on me when I'm not watching
这些不期而至的负面情绪 总在我毫无察觉时悄然浮现
Uninvited, always there in my subconscious
潜伏于我的潜意识之中
There are parts of me I ghost
我试着与某些内在的自己保持距离
I suppress them for the most
尽可能压抑它们
If I could make them all go quiet, that'd be
如果能将这些声音消弭 该是
Something
多么美好的
Awesome
一件事
Awesome
一件事
Mm, I don't know, I think I
嗯 我也不懂 我只是觉得
I think I allow myself to be rude and mean to the people I love the most, and
我似乎总是不自觉地对最爱的人粗鲁刻薄
The people I love the most are the ones who get the worst of me
而那些被我顶撞伤害的 却正是最爱我的人
And I don't like that, why is it like that?
我讨厌这样 可为什么 为什么会这样呢？
I don't know
我不知道
I'm dropping apart can so you can't hear the rest of it
我快要崩溃了 剩下的 你大概也听不进去了
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