歌词
I've been tryin' so hard to survive
我一直在挣扎求生
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
有时候 我有过一了百了的念头
I feel so ****ing guilty 'cause god I'm so lucky to live my life
我深感自身多么幸运 而这份幸运也成为我心头沉重的负担
So I keep all the pain to myself
我将内心的痛苦深深埋藏
Losin' faith but nobody can tell
虽然信仰逐渐消退 但我宁愿默默忍受
Mom, I don't want you worried 'cause that would just hurt me
妈妈 请你不必担忧 因为你的担心只会加重我的痛苦
So I pretend I'm fine
于是 我假装一切都好
If you only knew
若你能洞悉我内心的想法
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
我该何去何从
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
此刻我独自一人在屋里 酩酊大醉
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
心情愈发阴郁 以至于无法流泪 千真万确
If you only knew
如果你能知道就好了
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
我心头的纷扰
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
你定会即刻走进我的房间
I'm sorry but I need you
我很抱歉 但我需要你
If you only knew
如果你能知道就好了
I wish I was somebody else
我希望自己能变得不同
I'm constantly overwhelmed
摆脱这无尽的困扰
Now I'm falling again gettin' drunk with some friends
如今我又一次沉溺于酒精之中 与朋友们一同狂欢
It's a silent cry for help
这是一场无声的呼救
I wanna get better, I want you to know
我渴望变得更好 我希望你知晓
That I can't do this on my own
我无法独自应对这一切
If you only knew
若你能洞悉我内心的想法
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
我该何去何从
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
此刻我独自一人在屋里 酩酊大醉
I'm too sad to cry, it's true, oh
心情愈发阴郁 以至于无法流泪 千真万确
If you only knew
如果你能知道就好了
All the shit my brain is puttin' me through
我心头的纷扰
You'd come runnin' over straight to my room here tonight
你定会即刻走进我的房间
I'm sorry but I need you
我很抱歉 但我需要你
Take me out of this hell
请将我从这苦痛的地狱中解救出来
Oh, somebody help
噢 来人帮帮我
Take me out of this hell
将我从这地狱中解救出来
Oh, I'm not myself
噢 我已不再是曾经的我
I wanna tell you
若你能洞悉我内心的想法
What my mind is tellin' me I should do
我该何去何从
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
此刻我独自一人在屋里 酩酊大醉
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
心情愈发阴郁 以至于无法流泪 千真万确
Oh, if you only knew
噢 如果你能知道就好了
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