歌词
27, life is Armageddon
27岁 人生宛如末日临近
I've got clinical depression 'cause my mind's an imperfectionist
确诊临床抑郁 因为大脑是个完美主义
I fall asleep, wait, I don't wanna wake up
我陷入沉睡 等等 我不想醒来
But I never wanna take another pill to make me fake fine
不愿再咽下一颗药 假装一切无恙
I'll get some help
我要寻求帮助
Sit down with my therapist
坐下接受心理疗愈
To try to teach me lessons
医生试图给我讲些道理
But I forget just what the question is
但我总是忘了原本的问题
'Cause I'm a ****-up
因为我真***的失败
Stuck here with my hands cuffed
双手被铐在背后 被困在这里
Behind my back, tryin' to keep myself intact
努力不让自己支离破碎
I'm feeling great like Carole Baskin
感觉好极了 仿佛自己就是卡罗尔·巴斯金
Hope you know it's all an act 'cause
但请知道 那不过是我伪装的躯壳
It's so much easier to lie, woo
因为撒谎更容易 呜呼
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me, woo
而且它如影随形 呜
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me
而且它如影随形 呜
You hide your problems
你把问题
At the bottom of the bottle
藏在瓶底
You forget it all tonight
或许夜晚能短暂忘记
But it's just twice as bad tomorrow
但醒来后 痛苦加倍侵袭
'Cause when you're sober, you just wanna stay at home
清醒后 只想宅在家里
But all your friends they call you up
朋友电话不断 呼唤我出去
And they convince you to go out again
他们劝我 让我跟他们再出去一次
These days it's cocaine and a nose ring
这几天 我尝试可卡因 鼻环 假嘴唇
Get your fake lips just to fit in
只为融入群体
And all your friends think they're the shit
那些朋友都自诩非凡
But they're no different
其实都不过如此
'Cause none of them ever feel better
因为没人觉得日子更好了
They do so much drugs, and they probably regret it
他们只会更依赖药物 或许会后悔
And they act all cool as if they are the the realist
他们表现得如此冷静 仿佛活出最真实的自己
But we know that they just don't deal with their feelings
但我们都心知肚明 他们只是不知如何处理情绪
It's so much easier to lie, woo
伪装 似乎更为容易
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me, woo
而且它如影随形 呜
Bad luck, if you're someone like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me
而且它如影随形
It's like a movie, it's not the real me
像是在演一场电影 我扮演的不是自己
Oh, maybe next time
哦 或许未来会改变
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
但此刻的我 选择装作一切都好
It's like a movie (it's like a movie)
仿佛戏中人（像是一场电影）
It's not the real me (it's not the real me)
我只是在扮演（不是真实的自己）
Oh, maybe next time (maybe next time)
哦 或许未来会改变（或许下次吧）
But for now, I'll pretend that I am fake fine
但此刻的我 选择装作一切都好
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me, woo
而且它如影随形 呜
Bad luck, if you're someone, like me
若你也同我一样 深感不幸
Got your head above water
努力挣扎 浮出水面
But you still can't even breathe, it's a
却依旧无法呼吸
Pandemic, it's a ****ing disease
简直是一场瘟疫 真***是个该死的疾病
And it's following me
而且它如影随形
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