歌词
制作人 : Bankroll Got It/Shawn “Source” Jarrett/Derrick Milano
（制作人水印）
B-B-Bankroll Got it (Aye)
我身处低靡时期 全世界都在虎视眈眈
Breakin' down, and I had the whole world watchin'
但最扎心的是那些目睹我狼狈的人
But the worst part is really who watched me
我曾痛哭彻夜 几近窒息
Every night, I cried, I almost died
也没人给予我真正关怀
And nobody close tried to stop it
有钱能使鬼推磨是么
Long as everybody gettin' paid, right?
都若无其事是么
Everything'll be okay, right?
可这次我胜券在握 无人能挡
I'm winnin', so nobody trippin'
打赌我若是真的隐退 他们也会销声匿迹
Bet if I ever fall off, everybody go missin'
午夜时分 我孤自坐在昏暗的房间百思不解
At night, I'm sittin' in a dark room thinkin'
或许这也是为何我总是以酩酊大醉麻痹自我
Probably why I always end up drinkin'
的确 我痛入心脾
Yes, I'm very depressed
天啊 我身上滴落鲜血好似红酒
How can somebody so blessed wanna slit they wrist?
为何我这般被上天眷顾拥有绝佳运气的人会想着了结余生？
Shit, I'd probably bleed out some Pinot
他们找到我的尸体 我仍身披华伦天奴
When they find me, I'm in Valentino, aye
他试图将我击倒 还想在我面前耍小聪明（指Tory Lanez炝击事件）
He pourin' me shots, thinkin' it's lit
哈哈 我可没这么愚笨（最终马冬梅胜诉 Tory Lanez被判型10年）
Ha, little did he know
纵使我身疲力竭 也要将他蜷曲严绞
This pussy depressed, hmm, I'm about to stress him, yeah
粉色美甲盘绕着他颈部 我可不温顺乖巧
Pink nails 'round his neck, huh, but this ain't domestic, aye
发起猛毒攻势 他被我操控服帖
Think it's goin' down, ha, now he stand corrected, aye
纵使我身疲力竭 也要将他蜷曲严绞
This pussy depressed, hmm, I'm about to stress him, aye
呦 冬梅我啊想请问呢
Damn, how I got problems?
我从没想过像我一样坚强的女人也会有低谷
Never thought a bitch like me would ever hit rock bottom
我想念我的父母 也总是过于焦虑 频繁更改行程
Man, I miss my parents, way too anxious, always cancel my plans
路边停车 竟在我的地盘逮到他出轨
Pulled up, caught him cheatin', gettin' his dick sucked in the same spot I'm sleepin'
天 让我缓一缓 我不知道我还能承受多少
Lord, give me a break, I don't know how much more of this shit I can take (Aye)
你究竟佯装关心我多久 又在背地里造谣生事
How long you been worried 'bout me, tellin' people that's not me?
说真的 我能感受到你在暗中使诈
Honestly, it kinda feel like you plottin', watchin'
为何你要在我低落之时作祟 却忽视我的痛心
Why is you speakin' on me at my lowest when you acted like you ain't noticed?
我快要崩溃了
I was trippin', goin' crazy
他们在暗中作祟 从不与我正面交锋
And they lowkey hatin', so they ain't gon' say shit
嗯 我算是看明白了 她们都拼了命想成为那个过去的马冬梅 而我已蜕变重生
Damn, I finally see, I'm killin' myself when bitches would die to be me
纵使我身疲力竭 也要将他蜷曲严绞
This pussy depressed, hmm, I'm about to stress him, yeah
粉色美甲盘绕着他颈部 我可不温顺乖巧
Pink nails 'round his neck, huh, but this ain't domestic, aye
发起猛毒攻势 他被我操控服帖
Think it's goin' down, ha, now he stand corrected, aye
纵使我身疲力竭 也要将他蜷曲严绞
This pussy depressed, hmm, I'm about to stress him, ah
我不会再将自己的任何情绪隐藏
I ain't goin', yeah, no emotion, aye
重返乐坛 再掀浪潮
Back outside, yeah, back in motion, aye
他疯狂来电 我视若无睹
He keep callin', hmm, I ignore it (Aye)
他说我走火入魔 我的确不再是从前的那个马冬梅
He say I'm crazy, hmm, don't I know it, ah
音频助理 : Dani Stephenson/Dominique "Cookisdope" Cook/Maysin Sexton
吉他 : Diggy Lessard
母带工程师 : Colin Leonard
录音工程师 : Shawn "Source" Jarrett
人声 : Megan Thee Stallion
混音师 : Leslie Brathwaite
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