歌词
[Intro]
You know I been
你应知晓，我一直如此，
No, no
不，并非那样，
No, no
不，绝非如此，
You gotta know I been, girl
你得明白，女孩，我一直深陷其中，
[Chorus]
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
我常说，“天堂之美，我无力承担”，
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
我深知自己犯错，却不愿倾听，
I know it's really not important (Not)
我明白，这其实并不重要（真的不重要），
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"
我扪心自问，“为何我要说谎？”
[Verse]
I said "My bitch is always bone picking"
我常说，“我的挚爱总是对我挑剔不已”，
I said "She always bone picking to me"
我常说，“她总是对我诸多不满”，
I'm looking at a red flag all night
夜深人静，我眼前尽是警示的红旗，
Starin' at the light, it's not a green light
凝视着那灯光，却非通行的绿灯，
I know that I'm the [0:45?]
我深知自己就是那个，
I know that I'm the [0:45?]
我深知自己就是那个，
'Cause she always playin' with me
因为她总是与我嬉戏玩闹，
I know that she is bad enough
我深知她足够坏，
I know that she is bad for me, she's bad for me
对我而言，她并非良人，
I live in my room, [?] in the school
我蜗居斗室，校园中的我，
If I could be somebody else just for a day, I'll take the back seat
若有一日，我能成为他人，定会选择默默坐在后排，
I think about the times I was young
回想起青涩年少，
I think it's always greener on the other side (Oh no, no)
我总觉得彼岸的风景更为诱人（哦，并非如此），
Yeah I would be thinkin' 'bout the man I would be
是啊，我时常遐想自己会成为怎样的人，
Thinkin' bout the time I was seventeen, I could've been anything, anything
回想起十七岁的自己，那时我本可以成为任何人，任何人，
I tell my mama sorry 'cause I threw it away
我向母亲道歉，因为我曾将一切抛诸脑后，
I had to leave home for a long time
我不得不离家出走，漂泊许久，
I said "My father yelling at me every night"
我曾说，“父亲每晚都对我大吼大叫”，
It's true, we didn't get along
这是事实，我们关系紧张，
I had to pick the pieces up, had to start a tone
我不得不收拾残局，重新开始，
I had to smack him in his face and told him "Leave me alone"
我不得不勇敢地面对他，告诉他，“让我一个人静静”，
Told him "Leave me alone," told him "Leave me alone"
一遍又一遍地告诉他，“让我一个人静静”，
You don't gotta be toxic, you been sellin' drugs and that's a hot topic
你不必变得如此恶毒，你贩卖du品，这是热门话题，
You brought my family to pieces so can you stop it?
你把我的家庭推向深渊，你能否停下？
Can you stop it? Daddy, now, daddy, now
你能否停下？父亲，现在，父亲，就现在，
[Chorus]
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
我常说，“天堂之美，我无力承担”，
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
我深知自己犯错，却不愿倾听，
I know it's really not important (Not)
我明白，这其实并不重要（真的不重要），
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"
我扪心自问，“为何我要说谎？”
I'm sayin' "Heaven, I cannot afford it"
我常说，“天堂之美，我无力承担”，
I know I'm wrong but I won't listen
我深知自己犯错，却不愿倾听，
I know it's really not important (Not)
我明白，这其实并不重要（真的不重要），
I said to myself "Why would I lie?"
我扪心自问，“为何我要说谎？”
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