歌词
(Wow, demxntia)
-我想你了:)
I just wanna know where my mind is at
我只想知道我的心存在于哪里
It's somewhere in between being happy and sad
是某个在快乐与难过之间的小空间
I wish that I could take away the pain from my friends
我希望我能够带走来自我朋友的痛苦
But everybody knows that it never ends, man
但是大家都明白痛苦永远不会结束
I can barely help myself, forget everyone else
我几乎无法控制住自己，忘乎所有
Giving out advice I barely follow myself
给出一些我很少采用的建议
I just wanna disappear **** heaven or hell
我只是想消失无论是去天堂还是地狱
6 o'clock in the morning eyes glued to my cell
清晨六点我的眼睛依旧直视着我的手机
Bloodshot red got a pain in my head
眼睛中的红血丝使我头痛
I can never sleep, I'm making music instead
我永不眠，只是不停制作音乐
Lookin' in the mirror think I'm halfway dead
注视着镜子想到半死不活的自己
Or almost there I don't even think I care but
可能快了吧，说实话我根本不在乎，但是
Mom's gettin worried at the habits I have
妈妈对我的状态感到担忧
I apologize for everything in the past
我对我之前所做的一切感到抱歉
Doin' "**** **** everyday" skippin all of my classes
每天无所事事，翘了所有我的课
But i'm glad it's workin' out, let me pay you back
但是我很庆幸事态正在变好，让我来告诉你
Everytime I drop a song people ask if it's sad
每次我唱歌总有人问是不是很悲伤
And everybody spam my **** only for a collab
并且每个人给我的歌差评只是为了进行一次合作
But I don't **** with anybody
但是我从来不和他们为伍
Unless you're one of my brothers
除了你是我的一个兄弟
And if I barely work with them
如果我只是和他们合作
Then why the **** should I bother with you
那为什么是我来麻烦他们
And I'm gettin' tired of all of this ********
并且我对这些由于我所造成
That comes with the things that I do
烦心事情已经没有耐心了
**** up my voice just to make a new song
搞砸我的嗓子只是为了出一首新歌
Everyday so this dream comes true
每一天都这样度过，梦想终于实现
But honestly forget all that, I can buy the **** I want
但是讲真的把这些忘掉，我能得到想要的
Because I'll make it back
因为我即将成功
Replace the pain with y-3's in the triple black
用三重黑的Y-3来代替我的痛苦
Call it first degree murder when I kill this track
当我做完一首歌时称其为一级谋杀
Crescent moon on my wrist I'm alive in the night
在我手腕上的盈月证明我在夜里还活着
If the reaper tryna take me, I'ma put up a fight
如果死神努力带我走，我将反抗到底
Everybody's sus so I keep my circle tight
每个人的怀疑让我关紧房门
Don't pretend to be my friend get the **** out my sight
不要假装成我的朋友赶快离开我的视线
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