歌词
[Intro]
[00:10.98]It's Lil Top, Top, Top, Top, to the top, Top
Lil TOP!! (这是youngboy小时候奶奶给他的小名,也暗示着他现在是在圈子里的TOP)
[Verse 1]
Comme des Garçons, she say she like on me
我穿着川久保玲的服装,她说她爱上了我
Flyer then a jet, baby, flyer than an eagle
与我一同乘坐私人飞机,像老鹰一样在天空翱翔
Can I take you out tonight? Go get somethin' to eat
今晚你能接受我的邀约吗?一起享用烛光晚餐
Sit and I'll tell you like, things you don't know 'bout me
来坐到我身边来,我告诉你一些关于我你不知道的事情:
I'm like, "Bae, my grandma died, I was at a sleepover"
我至今最后悔的事情莫非是没能见到我外婆最后一面
I'm like, "Bae, I could have died the night, my whip had flipped over"
在2017年的一个晚上,那场车祸险些让我丢去生命(2017年6月29日,youngboy租的车在洛杉矶发生严重车祸,并且赔款了35w美金)
Young man take pride, remember ridin' and takin' my grams to chemo
我非常自豪,我还记得我售卖违禁品获得的第一桶金
Now I got grams like I'm Frank Matthews
现在我就像Frank Larry Matthews一样是个大毒枭(美国著名大毒枭)
Jewelry weigh at least a kilo
珠宝们也是千克起步
Now, back to you, every time that I'm in it like a pool, she be wet inside
回到你身上,每次我进去的时候,就像是身处游泳池,她里面太湿润了
Tryna hit it like I won't, but then I don't, 'cause I be too high
本来想假装矜持的,但是我做不到我现在已经情绪高涨了
Feel expensive, I'll let you decide, 'cause this, I don't wanna jeopardize
你觉得这东西太贵了是吗?还是你来决定吧,我不想受到危害
Come lay me down every day I'm tired
我每天过的太累了,我能坐下来歇歇吗?(Free Top!)
**** these hoes, 'cause they be tellin' lies
让这些虚伪的女人有多远滚多远
Now I need a blueprint (Blueprint), is you all in? (All)
我想绘制一副我未来的蓝图,你们能依旧陪在我身边吗?
I just gotta know, gotta know
我想得到肯定的答案,我渴望听到
Drugs got my mind clickin'
药物是我的心脏怦怦直跳
On my Kawaski, tryna do a heel clicker
在我的Kawaski上(著名摩托车品牌)我想做个花样
Downing out got me feeling suicidal
生活就像深海,我濒临溺死
Air Force 1, they're custom-made
空军一号,它们是定制限量的
I'ma pull up thirty-thousand dollar Balmain jeans (Balmain jeans)
从我的牛仔裤里抽出来30w美金
Pull up with that blicky and it's tucked just like them beans (Damn)
随身带着我的火器,插到我的裤腰带上
She don't like no dogs, but in here wit' a snake
她是个挑剔的女孩,只有我能征服她
Told her, "Mother**** the blogs, just do what Top say"
告诉她,你别理会这么多,按我说的做就行
Is it real, is it fake? I don't know, I can't tell
我开始怀疑这一切的一切是真的还是假的,我迷失在了我的思想中
I'm just hopin' time worth it, I'm just hopin' we don't fail
但愿时间能够证明这一切都值得,我只希望我们不会再此坠落
I'm just tryna hold on, 'less the skies can't prevail
我只想坚持住,就算天空也塌了下来
Insecure, feel like I ain't worth ya, not enough for none of them
我始终得不到安全感,我觉得我配不上你,所付出的不够足够
Ooh-ooh, do you hear me calling? Right now full of endo
你听到我给你打的电话了吗?
Thirty minutes later, probably be outside your window
30左右,我就会到你家窗户外等你
Throwin' rocks until you turn your light on and say, "Go home"
向你的屋子丢石子直到你厌倦,开灯说:快回家!
Don't know what the **** is goin' on, were you expectin' me to go?
你不知道我正在经历什么,你指望我去哪里呢还
**** it, let me pack my clothes, right back to that murder zone
我也不管这么多了,收拾行李,回到曾经的谋杀区
****, I miss my grandad home, shouldn't have came up off the porch
我多么希望我的祖母还在这,有她的地方才是家
Feel that I'm gon' die out here, all alone and by myself
感觉我毫无依靠将独自一人在这里死去
[Chorus]
Alive, got breath from life support
种种往事附上心头是什么支撑着我活下去?
Alive, got breath from life support
与罪恶一同醒来,是什么在让我时刻保持呼吸?
I say all my pain keep me goin', your love keep me calm
过往的历历在目,是痛苦在使我保持前进,是你的爱让我保持冷静
They gon' take it once they pull the cord
需要一根绳子,把我拉出这绝境
I call that life on life support (Ooh)
我称之为生命的支柱
They don't respect me no more, they don't love me no more
他们没有了以往对我的尊敬,对我的爱意也渐渐失去
They ain't feelin' my songs, take my kids during the storm
他们不在于我共鸣,在我最需要陪伴的时候,把我的孩子也带走了
They all gone, they done took my life support
他们把我的一切带走了,我纠结为了什么还在苦苦依撑
[Verse 2]
I'm with the gang, on the block, in the trenches
我跟随着我的帮派,在我的地盘叱咤风云
I take you shoppin', alone up in Lenox
我带你去纽约富人区购物
Take you to Shyne and flood your pendant
带你去珠宝店,把你的吊坠镶满钻石
And spend straight dimes like **** them pennies
不要在意花了多少钱,对我来说只是小数目
She's a hypnotizin' demon-lover, so satanic
她是个被催眠的恶魔爱人,把我给魅惑
I say it back, and I take that rock from her
当我归来是,我会带着珠宝给你
Demonic, so demanding
你是如此美丽,如此的诱惑,却又如此的致命
Straight from the block, on that bitch in the front, I'ma swerve
我来自街头,现在和美人在跑车里驰骋
I ain't worried, I won't panic
我不必在担惊受怕
Yeah, I was born and made it out, so yeah, I should lay down
我从出生那刻起就注定成功,现在我做到了
Hope bro done made me settle down, but I can't
兄弟们,希望我安安稳稳过日子安定下来,我做不到
I dropped you off at mom's house
我把你送到我妈妈家门
While me and my cousin try to take rank, bust brains
我和我的弟兄们拿着火器瞄准了敌人们的脑袋
Catch one lack, hop out, take aim
抓到空隙,跳下来对准
God forbid if them niggas shoot back, and luckily just hit my brain
但愿他们不会还击,幸运的是我射中了他们的脑袋
If I don't go in, Lord, please have mercy
上帝宽恕保佑我不会被抓进去
Know that she gon' go insane
要是被她知道了,她就会发疯
Mistreat a nigga, leave me, then they act like I'm the one to blame
精神虐待我,无情的离开我,然后他们搞的我才是罪魁祸首一样
[Chorus]
Alive, got breath from life support
种种往事附上心头是什么支撑着我活下去?
Alive, got breath from life support
与罪恶一同醒来,是什么在让我时刻保持呼吸?
I say all my pain keep me goin', your love keep me calm
过往的历历在目,是痛苦在使我保持前进,是你的爱让我保持冷静
They gon' take it once they pull the cord
需要一根绳子,把我拉出这绝境
I call that life on life support (Ooh)
我称之为生命的支柱
They don't respect me no more, they don't love me no more
他们没有了以往对我的尊敬,对我的爱意也渐渐失去
They ain't feelin' my songs, take my kids during the storm
他们不在与我共鸣,在我最需要陪伴的时候,把我的孩子也带走了
They all gone, they done took my life support
他们把我的一切带走了,我纠结为了什么还在苦苦依撑
专辑信息
1.Life Support