Faraway

Far away far away never getting close

Guess its best cuz if you came back all you'd ever see was ghosts

Maybe i should of gone with you

Warning signs were always there

If i stayed here any longer i might lose my chance forever

Now im sinking in the quicksand of a place i once called home

Thats growing everyday but ive never felt more alone

Well you went out on your own

I wonder if you feel the same

Loneliness is quite the company i hope that you're okay

I've been thinking bout the dreams i used to have as a kid

As an astronaut, an actor, or some crazy scientist

Where did that ambition go

I used to want to do the most

Now the only thing i want

To not be middle aged and broke

What a joke

But i can't bring myself to laugh

I haven't in awhile

You were always the best at that

Now the winter coming fast

It always catches me off guard

Long nights

Short days

Cold winds

Old scars

Between a rock and hard place

Im learning the hard way

I haven't caught a break like a __ on a hard day

I suck at my fortes

Im lacking in practice

Some things i need to talk about that can't be said with rapping

And im never in the loop no more

No one tells me whats happening

Im far away from medicine but still need my prescriptions

If its free advice ill listen probably heard it before

I guess its not about the how but getting out of the door?