Bittersweet Guilt

歌词
I leave you because my life is somewhere here else
试图离你而去因为总以为生活在别处
I leave you because there was no place to breath
离你而去因为压迫使人喘不过气
Close to you I found no space
忍不住接近却又几欲挣脱
I was everything
我曾以为我是全部
But me in the dream of someone else
可惜只是在别人梦里
试图让梦想成为现实
To make your dream happen
努力缩小自己
I’ve tried so hard to be smaller
内向让自己更加向内收缩
Turning inward to take less space
我等待着,身边徒留自己
I was waiting by my side yeah
看着你上升自己却坠入万丈深渊
Watching you rise when I’m falling
我痛不欲生
I feel myself dying
怀着梦想的人经不起一丝扭曲
Contortions ain’t for dreamers
我像思念朋友亲人一样对你不舍
I miss you like I miss my friends
我试图伸出援手却抓不住你
I want to help you but I can’t take your hand
我想要交谈却语塞词穷
I want to talk to you but I’ve nothing to say
快乐现在已经是我痛苦的一部分
To feel good is now part of my pain
我抛弃了我自己
我感受到付出的代价
I leaved behind me
我的挚爱
I feel how it costs
我剥离了使你快乐的东西
The one I loved the most
抱歉,曾经的我无法让你拥有爱的感觉
用伤透你的心来最终结束这场纷争
I took you off what made you happy
却才明白谁是我命中最重的角色
I wasn’t in love ans I feel, so sorry
我命中最重要的你
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
试图让你梦见的事情发生
To know who had the main role in my life
我用了那么大力气放低自己,内向自闭束缚自己
我等待着
The main role in my own life
做梦的人不该被扭曲
暴怒
To make your dream happen
I’ve tried so hard to be smaller turning inward to take less space
我的生活不该在这里
I was waiting
我活在梦里,别人的梦里
But contortions ain’t for dreamers
我抛弃了自己
感受到了它的代价
Rage
曾经的挚爱
Life
我拿走你快乐的源泉
My life is somewhere else
抱歉我不爱
I was in the dream of someone else
用心碎来最终结束这场纷争
才明白谁是我生命中最重要的角色
I leaved behind me
I feel how it costs
The one I loved the most
I took you off what made you happy
I wasn’t in love ans I feel, so sorry
Breaking your heart finally stop the strife
To know who had the main role in my life
专辑信息
1.Episteme
2.'Til the Ground Disappears
3.Episteme Part II
4.Glhf
5.Stone of Mourning
6.A November Day
7.Dominique
8.Ropes of You
9.Bittersweet Guilt
10.Seven (The Stick Figures)