歌词
I'm sick of loving
我不想再去喜欢谁了
Every time it's just a misconception
我总是以为我喜欢的人也喜欢我，可其实不是的
I find a girl
我碰到一个女孩儿
And she lead me into a new dimension
她让我对爱情有了新的理解
Thinking 'bout the future
她让我开始憧憬未来
Counting out all of our blessings
她让我感到能活着真是太好了，能遇见她真是太好了
And then I find out it's all fake
然后我发现，这些全是假的
And she leaves me guessing
然后她就离开了，我不知道为什么
I guess I learned my lesson
我猜她就是来教会我成长的吧，好的我学会了
I guess we're better ended
我猜我们最好的结局就是分开吧，好的我们分开了
I wish I never gave my heart out
我真希望自己没把整颗心掏出来给她看
Dummy should've kept it
像我这样的傻子就应该保护好自己
Just like a piece of paper
而不是让她轻轻松松撕碎我的心
She ripped my heart in half
就像轻轻松松撕碎一张纸
I guess this kind of thing is something I won't ever have
我觉得我就是那类永远不会被谁珍惜的人吧
But it's fine
算了，没关系
Soon I'll just get used to it
总会习惯的
To keep my mind off of love
只要我不再渴望得到就好了
I'll just do stupid shit
我就随便想做些没意义的事情来活着吧
I fell asleep
比如睡觉
Questioning is anyone for me
比如不再轻易相信任何人
Laying on my back using
比如难过的时候
Music as a remedy
我就躺下来听听音乐
Listening and writing
写两首歌
All these sad songs
我写了好多压抑的歌
Happy for a bit
但也偶尔写一首快乐的歌
But doesn't last long
只偶尔写一首，毕竟快乐总是短暂的
I'm Trynna find the joy
我会在这浑浑噩噩的生活里
In all this chaos
找到能让我高兴起来的事儿
Keep on praying
其余的就交给上帝吧
For my future hope it pays off
我要向怹祈祷，希望所有的付出终有回报