歌词
With the soundless weight,
被这无声的重量
Heavy silence pushed me (down the floor).
沉重的沉默狠狠地推倒
Anxiety rolls in me like a wave.
我内心的焦虑如同翻滚的浪
A wave of desire to do something
一个躁动不安的浪
Terrible to myself.
我恨我自己
But I will not allow let the darkness to break out again
但我不会让黑暗再次吞噬我
Outside, beyond me.
在我之外
My smiling face will hide this horror from you.
我会用微笑掩饰所有的可怖
It is better this way for everyone.
这对所有人都好
I was deaf, blind and stupid,
我曾愚蠢地将自己封闭起来
Until I learned to talk to myself, to my ego.
直到我学会直面自己的本心
But what is myself made of?
但我又是谁呢
A mixture of bitterness, anger, humor and immorality.
苦涩，暴虐，幽默，和不朽铸就了我
Can this be called a good personality?
可以称之为优秀的人格了吗
Will anyone love me?
会有人爱我吗
The monster sleeps inside of me, which with every drink is trying to break out.
我内心沉睡的野兽，正尝试着挣脱枷锁
I am often dangerous for myself and for all.
我经常变得危险无比
I'm like a deep-sea mine.
我就像深海中的水雷
Don't get too close to me.
不要靠近我
Don't get too close to me!
不要靠近我！
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
Sana, sana, sana - cura, cura, cura
(Endings from Richard Kuklinski: “The Iceman Tapes”, the documentary about the ruthless killer)
(结局来自 richard kuklinski: “冰人录音带” ，关于无情杀手的纪录片)
I’ve never feel sorry for anything I’ve done other than hurting my family.
除了伤害我的家人，我从来没有为自己的所作所为感到抱歉
That’s the only thing I feel sorry for.
那是我唯一的歉意
I am not looking for forgiveness and I’m not repenting.
我不去寻求原谅并且也不为所作所为忏悔
...No..I’m wrong...I’m wrong.
不，我错了，我错了
I do want my family to forgive me.
其实我渴求家人的原谅
Oh boy. I can’t make this one.
哦，我做不到
Oh, shit.
该死
This would never be me.
这不应该是我
This would not be me.
这不应该是我
I feel for my family.
我又想到了家人
You see the Iceman cry not very mucho.
你看，Iceman并没有怎么哭
But I’ve heard people that mean everything to me
但我又听到了对我意味着所有的人
but the only people that mean everything to me.
但也只有对我意味着所有的人
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