歌词
Smokin' cigarettes
嘴里烟雾缭绕
Wondering why lungs hurt
不知为何肺叶疼痛不已
When the pain resides
痛意席卷时
The breathing stops
呼吸似乎都停止了
Started tearing at my skin
痛苦疯狂地撕扯着我的皮肤
Searching for the world within
向着身体深处蔓延
Wonderin' when life will begin
我不知道生命从何时开始
Pacing around my room
在房间不安地来回踱步
Searching for my head
搜寻着我丢失的理智
Lying on my death bed
奄奄一息地躺在床上
Father [?]
爸爸的电话一直响个不停（Father keeps calling my line）
To check to see if I am fine
问我是否安好
I hope I'll make it through the day
我希望我能安然度过这一天
I wonder if I'll see you again
不知道还能不能见到你
Scratching at my skin
失控地抓挠着我的皮肤
Washing my eyes pin
我的眼神开始涣散
Losing the words within
察觉到什么在离我而去
Sorry that I lie
对不起我撒谎了
Saying that I'm tired
说着我累了之类的借口
Staring at that flame
失神地盯着眼前跳动的烛火
Beginning of my pain
痛苦又一次袭来
Searching to belong
妄想着能变得正常（searching to be normal）
Biting at my thumbs
疼到咬住手指
Losing all my weight
感受着身体在逐渐减轻
I don't remember what I ate
已经不记得我吃过什么
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