歌词
I'm emotionally dumb
我在感情上是个哑巴
I hop on every song bearin' soul, spilling guts
我做出每首饱含灵魂的歌，借以吐露心声
'Cause this the only place that I don't feel like I be judged
因为只有在这里我才不会觉得自己被人评头论足
If I tell you how I'm feelin' over samples and drums
如果我告诉你我对demo和鼓点的感觉
Boy, I f**k up everyday hurtin' people that I love
我每天都在伤害我爱的人
'Cause I can't communicate, it's the way that I came up
因为我无法沟通，这是我成长的方式
I internalize the bad and it's hard for me to trust
我把坏事内在化，我很难相信
I got narcissistic qualities, I hear I'm out of touch
我有自恋的特质，我并不了解我自己
But I'm hella sensitive, I feel it if I'm pennin' it
但我很敏感，我能感觉到如果我写出来的话
If I put it out, I only did it for your benefit
如果我把火灭了，那也是为了你好
I really stay alone to protect you from myself
我一个人待着是为了保护你
Used to hide behind the drugs, now I hide behind my wealth
以前我躲在糖块后面，现在我躲在财富后面
I said "Later" to my heart just to focus on the bread
我对自己的心说“以后再吃”只是为了专心吃自己的面包
'Cause my baby needed food, clothes, linen on his bed
因为我的孩子需要食物，衣服，和一张温暖的床
Woman from my past told me that I'm turnin' cold and it's sad
我过去的女人告诉我，我变得冷酷，这很悲伤
I used to make her feel like she was home, bring him back
我以前总让她觉得她就像在家里一样，把他带回来
But it's hard though, I was young and dumber with my guard low
但这很困难，我当时很年轻，很笨，警惕性很低
Now I'm numb, sendin' big money through Wells Fargo
现在我变得麻木僵冷，我通过富国银行寄了一大笔钱
Y'all the only ones that get the best of me, though
不过你们是唯一能打败我的人
My higher self is on the track and the rest of me low
我的部分身体还在轨道上，而我的其余部分很低
But I'm workin' on it, no more escapin' when I'm hurtin'
但我正在努力，当我受伤时，不再逃避
No more self-sabotage, livin' against my purpose
不再自我破坏，违背我的目的生活
More appreciation for myself when I ain't perfect
在我不完美的时候更欣赏自己
Every day I get up and grow, that's what I chose
每天早起开始新的一天，成长，这是我的选择
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