Abyss

Can you feel my broken spirit?

Seeing only visions of how it should have been

Rendering what shaped my existence

Wanting a change, but imprisoned by the past

I am lost in my inner forest of conflict

When this journey began, my life was chaotic

Because of my hate held hostage by my own hand

My feelings inflict me

I see no way but in life

Erase the pain that's eating me up inside

Venturing deeper and deeper into the abyss

Hearing voices like someone I know

Feeling harder to breath

Then to be left behind, accepting the fate

“Of what I have become”

The only way my soul can breathe again

Is letting the ones we love move on

Let go!

The silent fight will have no winner

Now I see my world

Coming back to life

My eyes are finally open again

Now I see it all in a different light

Standing on the outside

While I'm looking in

I stand on the edge of the abyss and I am waiting to fall

I see no way out in life

When I look back there was no one there for me