Got To Stop

I've got to stop, got to stop the trembling

it's beginning to drag me down

I've got to change, my wishes

I've got to stop wanting

wanting you here

I've got to do something about the dreaming

it leaves the day the loss of been touched

I've got to discover some other meaning

and I've got to stop

wanting you so much

I've got to stop, got to stop the exploding

it's taking too much sense off me

I've got to change my thinking

because it blinds me and blinds the right way to see

I've got to stop, saving

the abundance becomes a shame without you

I've got to give up, the believing

I've got to stop hoping

but that's so hard to do

and I've got to stop, I've got to stop worrying

about why loneliness follows me

I've got to stop, damning

damning time

for it's aging me