歌词
I keep looking at myself in the mirror
我一直看着镜子中的自己
Hopin' it will change
希望模样会改变
And I keep wishing for a brand-new body
我一直希望能有一个全新的身体
That I didn't have to blame
一个我不会责备的身体
I'm seein' every flaw, like a failure
我看见的每一条皱纹都像是一次失败
I'm usin' every cure, like a savior
我服用的每一种解药都像是一个救世主
Like tryna build a church out of all my hurt
就像试图用我所有的伤痛建造一座教堂
When it really needs grace
当它真的需要恩典的时候
I gave all my time to nothin'
我付出了所有时间却一无所有
I focused on who I was not who I'm becomin'
我专注于过去的我，而不是将来的我
My fears, they took up space
我的恐惧占据了所有
My eyes couldn't look away
我的双眼无法转移
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
我甚至没有意识到我崇拜了我所讨厌的东西
Half a bottle of red just before bed
睡前喝半瓶红酒
Is the only way I dream
是我唯一的梦想吗
Before I rеally wake up
在我完全清醒之前
The first thing I touch is a button on a screen
我触摸的第一个东西是屏幕上的一个按钮
I'm not guilty of leavin', not stickin' around
我没有离开的罪恶感，没有逗留的罪恶感
I'm guilty of stayin' and just chеckin' out
我内疚于停滞不前，内疚于刚刚才发现
Yeah, I kept my head down and really missed out
是啊，我一直低着头才会真的错过
On what's in front of me
错过我眼前的
'Cause I gave all my time to nothin'
因为我付出了所有时间却一无所有
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
我专注于过去的我，而不是将来的我
My fears, they took up space
我的恐惧占据了所有
My eyes couldn't look away
我的双眼无法转移
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
我甚至没有意识到我崇拜了我所讨厌的东西
Why do the lies feel like the truth?
为什么谎言感觉是真理
Why do I do the things I do?
我为什么要做这些事
Why do I fight so hard to keep my heart empty?
为什么我要如此努力地让自己的心保持空虚?
'Cause I gave so much time to nothing
因为我付出了如此多的时间却一无所有
I focused on who I was, not who I'm becomin'
我专注于过去的我，而不是将来的我
My fears, they took up space
我的恐惧占据了所有
My eyes couldn't look away
我的双眼无法转移
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
我甚至没有意识到我崇拜了我所讨厌的东西
I didn't even realize (Realize)
我甚至没有意识到（意识到）
I didn't even realize (Realize)
我甚至没有意识到（意识到）
I didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
我甚至没有意识到我崇拜了我所讨厌的东西
Didn't even realize I worshiped what I hate
甚至没有意识到我崇拜了我所讨厌的东西
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(Ooh-ooh-ooh)
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Didn't even realize, no (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
我甚至没有意识到，没有（哦-哦-哦）
Didn't even realize, didn't know (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
我甚至没有意识到，没有（哦-哦-哦）
(Ooh-ooh-ooh) Mmm, yeah (Ooh-ooh-ooh)
（哦-哦-哦）Mmm,yeah (哦-哦-哦)
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