Solace And Pain

I'm so confused by what

I have and what

I want,But

I can't stand alone without your help

I'm afraid of the truth that

I might findwhen

I look inside myself,

But I can't stand alone without your help

And what once gave me solace, now only gives me pain

I over estimated your emotions again

How easily we can fool ourselvesand see things that just aren't there

Tangle up our emotions until it seems that people truly care

It's been out of my hands now for so longand there's nothing

I could have done

And jealousy's an emotion that

I'll have to learn to overcome

And what once gave me solace now only gives me pain

I overestimated your emotions again

Distance and silence, how do they make you feel?

Well they hurt me.