歌词
Ain't nobody really ****** with me like they always say
没人真的像他们瞎扯的那样陪伴我
And all these people hit me up but I know that they be fake
又都假惺惺地联系我，尽管我早已知晓他们的虚情假意
I'm gonna grab the lawn mower and finally cut off all you snakes
真想取出割草机除尽你们这些滑蛇
I just wanna one day finally get up out this place
我只想总有那么一天我能出人头地
But that's always been the dream, same **** a different day
但那一直是触不可及的梦想罢了，依旧落魄不堪
So I pop a few xans and try to eliminate this pain
所以我不得不用药物麻痹自己，妄图缓解疼痛
But it's never gonna change, and I'll always feel the same
但一切无济于事，同样的悲剧循环往复
I don't know what to do my life is looking plain
我不知道怎样才能简化生活
Never feel excited and it's always been this way
对现实感到麻木，毫无兴致
I wanna make it out I wanna get up out this rain
我只想冲破牢笼，改变现状
And say you had my back but always saw me in this pain
你说会支持我却总是对我的痛苦熟视无睹
I'm tired of this ****, and I'm so tired of these days
我已经忍无可忍了，受够了这样的生活
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just ain't no good for me
失眠，焦虑，加重了我的负担
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening
试图倾诉我的困难却无人愿听
Sleepless nights, anxiety, just ain't no good for me
失眠，焦虑，让我更加绝望
Wanna tell my problems but nobody listening, yeah
尝试寻求帮助，可有谁在乎呢
Ain't nobody listening, yeah
无人在听
Ain't nobody listening, yeah
没人关心
Ain't nobody listening, yeah
不屑一顾
Ain't nobody ****** care
谁会在乎啊
Ain't nobody ****** care, yeah
没人在意我
Ain't nobody ****** care, yeah
居然觉得有人会关心我
Ain't nobody ****** care yeah
鬼才愿意吧
So I smoke up all this **** and I always check my phone
所以我开始渐渐堕落一个瘾君子，漫无目的刷着手机
Every 5 minutes even though that I'm alone
每五分钟就看一次，即使知道无人联络
Nobody hit me up I'm always feeling like a ghost
身处信息孤岛，恍若游荡野鬼
I just wanna find some peace but nowhere feels like home
只想找一方净土，可偌大世界也容不下我
Always smoking up and sippin' on some styrofoam
总是吞云吐雾，自甘堕落
Yeah I got this guap and that iPhone rose gold
搞到了大把的钱，也买下了那部玫瑰金的iphone
But that don't mean I'm happy I'm just feeling so alone
可我还是整日寡寡欲欢，孤独如影随形
I just want somebody who would listen and can cope
我只想找一个愿意倾听并能伸出援手的人
I don't know what to do cause I can't trust a soul
我已经走投无路，甚至连内心深处的灵魂都不能信任
Sippin all this lean but still these problems overflow
I ain't got **** to lose like I'm on death row
我不能这样像在死囚牢房一样自暴自弃
Say you understand but you don't even ****** know
你自因为了解我，真是大错特错
Every day I wake up and I'm always feeling low
每天醒来，我总是感到压抑绝望
I just chase this dream and hope that one day I will blow
我只是不断地追寻梦想，希望能有一天打破困境
I've just had enough And hope that one day this can stop
受够了这一切，希望这些离我越远越好
I'll just keep on working and grinding to the top, yeah
我只能一步步去接近，直到功成名就
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