歌词
Used to slit my wrist for kicks.
[00:15.37]用爱割破我的动脉
Rusty razors, touch my bones.
请治好那把快死了的尖刀，并用它刺进我最致命的骨骼
**** my life, **** a b***ch,
这些世界，这些痛苦，何时才能放过我
I just wanted to be alone.
我除了吮吸孤独的美妙别无所求，我只想被孤独杀死
It's the prince, on my throne.
这时上帝，剥夺了属于我的宝座
In the shadows, at the steeple
在世界的深渊里，在地狱的象牙塔里
I'm sorry if I come off wrong
我的错误里充满了仅于书面的道歉
but I'm not always good with people.
我想我并不懂得人类，尽管我是他们的同类
Cuz Some people make me sick,
这些人类让我一层一层的垮掉
I am not so sure what worse
这世上还有比他们更糟糕的东西吗 我思所不得
Arrogance or Ignorance,
或平庸着傲慢，或自负着愚昧
you trip on me I go bezerk
你优雅或知性的放过我吧只要这是结果，我另愿在那之前最后一次吞噬你的丑恶
I've been workin on myself,
我从未放弃这种妥协
I've been searching for my worth.
却也奢望寻出我的价值
Hope that you don't got a problem,
希望你在没有我的日子里过的顺利
**** with me I leave you hurt.
你和我在一起的日子里我无时无刻皆血流不止
I just need to shed my skin cuz
我要对我的躯壳进行一场谋杀，以满足我和我的精神世界独处的欲望
I don't feel like I can breathe.
我感觉我会就这样一直窒息
Like this s**t just hold me in,
这份窒息之苦爱上了我
It's like there's so much more to me.
不仅这一份，还有充满了我的一切，皆是痛苦
I know hate is all I got,
我知道我与它们的爱情结晶只有无尽的仇恨
but I know love is all I need.
但我令愿被它爱的支离破碎，只要我能触摸到爱情，就够了
I think hate protects my love you see.
仇恨和痛苦，为我的这份爱情保鲜
It's self defense for my beliefs.
这是我信仰深渊的自慰
And I believe that no belief is worth a life,
我相信这份信仰不会持续一生
that no-ones life should be so miserable and full of strife.
孤独的美好理应充满这些悲情与杀戮
The worth of life is what you put in
我的孤独就是我的价值
cuz it's the only thing that's really yours.
因为它真实完整而唯一的属于我
Nobody else can live it for you,
没有其它的可以像孤独这般为我而活
Now you've gotta make the choice.
到了做抉择的时刻了
Will you live or will you die.
在生存里流亡还是在毁灭里放逐
Will you struggle, will you strive.
挣扎？妥协？你会吗？
It's hard to get up in the morning
我无法照出白日的光
Hard to go sleep at night.
我无法点燃梦境的火
Will you live or will you die.
在生存里流亡还是在毁灭里放逐
Will you struggle, will you strive.
挣扎？妥协？你能抗拒走向灭亡的路吗？
It's hard to get up in the morning
我无法照出白日的光
Hard to go sleep at night.
我无法点燃梦境的火
Will you live or will you die.
在生存里流亡还是在毁灭里放逐
Will you struggle, will you strive.
挣扎？妥协？你能抗拒麻木的魅力吗？
It's hard to get up in the morning
我无法照出白日的光
Hard to go sleep at night.
我无法点燃梦境的火
Will you live or will you die.
在生存里流亡还是在毁灭里放逐
Will you struggle, will you strive.
挣扎？妥协？你能抗拒一无所成的自己吗？
It's hard to get up in the morning
我无法照出白日的光
Hard to go sleep at night.
我无法点燃梦境的火
I know..
我明白
You can plant the seed today
你可以对自己种下通往天堂的种子
But you will never see it grow.
但它永远不会长成
Let my body decay,on what I've made
用自我放逐来慢性自杀
Fertalize it help it grow.
照着我做，你会目睹自己的伟大
I am moving slow,time is moving slow,in my zone.
时间已被我的世界抑制住它的心脏，它移动缓慢，就像从未前进一样
I do not know if I'll ever find my way
我不知道我能否在这麻木的天堂找到适配于恶魔的行径
out of here but at least I can hope.
离开，这是我唯一的期望
Sometimes I just get so caught up inside my head.
一些时候我沉浸于我的精神世界
It's irony to me
那里的每一个元素都对我投来讽刺
it weren't for sesh then I'd be dead.
我会死在那里
This little bit of time is all you got,
那里的每一秒都是我因该遭受的吧
you best enjoy it while you can.
你最好享受它
First you live and then you die,
首先你活着，而后你即刻死亡
there's no difference in the end.
最后死亡与活着融为一体，毫无区别
I used to stress so much,
我曾经极力排解我的压力
Struggle and fumble to find the peace.
拼命寻觅地狱中的天堂
But now I've become the light,
但我现在变成了一道光
When there is no light to see.
地狱的光，也是天堂的光
I lay back, I relax, and I breathe.
我舒服，我放松，我平和
I lay back, I relax, and I breathe...
我麻木，我腐烂，我死亡
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